Tuesday, August 28, 2007

hmmmm, no one can sing it like you do... MI LIKES HER... wahehehehe!

no one can sing it like you do... when you sing it, clouds can cry... when you sing it, the ground falls down... when you sing it, we could defy the laws of gravity...

no one can do it like you do, it give life to the day, the day alone is not life, it is you who give's life, you are the light, the shining glory...

no one can replace your place, in my heart, wajuuuuuuuu, andrama namfufu...

you're the song that gives life to my heary, you make it beat faster, slower, can stop it with a fight, whahaha, waht's with the drama...

FRANKLIN POP VERSION!!! it's creepy, i likes it... 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4I3eljjEdM

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Are you downe?

OMG, i'm going gay again... I'm so not falling for a girl again, it's abnormal, and I can't afford it anyways, I'd be doomed to hell and my parents would kill me, okie, maybe my dad will, he wont let her only girl go downe on him... well who cares anyways, it's not like i'd bring his name or anything, he should be mad if my brother goes downe (impossible) everything is possible, yeah? yeah...

curiousity killed the cow, don't enter a world not your own, everywhere I go, it's all (NO), be like this, be like that, don't say bad words, arrange your self, fix your hair, take a bath? (ok, a bath is necessary)...

It seemed like there's no way out of this tragic mistake? It's like being controlled with a remote control, a controlled freak, it's like were following this thread of stupid things life commands you to do, it's insane, it's criminal, it's stealing our lives...

uhhh, where was I? hmmm, not much going on with the sun out, everyone is sleeping, how nice of me to still be up at this hour, I'm insane, i'm an addict ...

hmmmm, sometimes i wonder how i can write so much but cant really do anything about it, I guess it's life... not my Job to save the world after all.. hmmm, wuttever... I need sleep...


Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Glue

For the non-existent Ex! who ever may it concern! wahaha! I've said it, yeah, me and my big mouth! ohhh, and this one is also for aizel my dear grandmother, hehe, sa multiply lang... whehehe... where was i...

Glue, might aswell listen to it "reader"...

All this time i knew i had, a locker full of guys
 But burry me it's you i have

loving you just has it's price, but now i must think twice
you're just like all the other guy...

because you me, no glue, i know i'll miss you, but buhu you still have no clue
so think tiwice, be nice, i'll roll my dice, believe me when i say

Goodbye, dont dry your eyes, cause you know I love it when i see you cry your eye out
tonight i'll sleep tonight, for all those night's of useless crying, for someone who never cared...

every tirme you closed your eyes, was it me inside your mind, speak to me i'm by your side
everytime you said you care, one moment you were there, then you'd give that girl that stare

because you me, no glue, i know i'll miss you, but buhu you still have no clue
so think tiwice, be nice, i'll roll my dice, believe me when i say

Goodbye, dont dry your eyes, cause you know I love it when i see you cry your eye out
tonight i'll sleep tonight, for all those night's of useless crying, for someone who never cared...
someone who never cared, someone who never cared, someone who never cared...

make my day! waha!



wulalng




hmmmmph, nothing new to it...

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

nothingness…

nothingness…

 

It was then that I figured out I live…

 

When everything meant nothing…

 

And all that mattered was my very existence…

 

The rest were all questions….

 

When every cut had a drop, when every blink meant to last…

 

Every memory kept, every tear counted…

 

Every silence spoke, light shun no more…

 

All was merely colorless, nothing but emptiness and chaos reigned…

 

God was merely a myth; love was just a belief…

 

A world where no love ever existed, a thing that was made real by just believing…

 

Then love was no more…

 

Everything was fast; every movement lasts, every second that pass was so vast….

 

A vast white emptiness, either depressed or oppressed, either trapped or liberated…

 

There’s nothing…

 

Nothing leads to nothing…

 

And something leads to everything…

 

Colors that grow, stitches were sown, the wounds that one owns…

 

Happiness sober, laziness sorrow, the narrow ends cover…

 

Black couldn’t be darker, white couldn’t be brighter…

 

Colors were no more, colors were merely the absence of reality…

 

Colors were never real; faces were reflection of personality…

 

Every one was ugly, reality was ugly…

 

When would this imperfection end?

 

Living, breathing, feeling, believing…

 

All for what???

 

Nothingness is all that I am…

 

Obliviously lost inside the reality of nothingness…

 

Made empty, ends empty…

 

WHY ever made?

 

Nothingness…

 

Such a word…

 

  

Saturday, August 11, 2007

my picture has a mind of it's own

And honestly speaking, it's taking over my whole being...

Last week it made a boy friend... I'm aware of it, but it made a dicision on it's own...

or did i let it happen??? hmmm... not good, so not good, not helping me either...

I'm not happy at all, with this, so not me... maybe i'm happy only with my self... not with other people... maybe some poeple were made to be alone forever...

hmmmm... stuid trgedy...


maybe i'm gay....

wala leng




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