BLEACH:memories of no body!!!

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Movies
Genre:	Animation

i cant believe i'm writing this now...

but somehow it made me cry...

so it must mean something right?

amazing...

TAGGED!(not the site)

TAGGED BY MOTHER ELLI!!!

RULES

   [x] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated  by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

   [x] These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

 

QUESTIONS

 

1. What's the question you hate the most?
x "What's up?" It's like so overly repeated, cant you like come up with something new?

2. If the person tagging you stalks you, what will you do/say?
x AHA! I caught you!

3. What's your take on the same-sex marriages?
x uhm, take it or leave it, it creeps me out a bit, honestly, but the heck with it.

4. How happy are you, on a scale of 1-100? :D 
x 36. It's the first number that popped into my head

5. What is your ideal relationship?
x no relationship at all, perfect right?

6. Which is more blessed, having money, not having family, or having family not having money?
x for miss phils you say? uhmm...I'd rather have my family, cause without money, real family shows. tama? ewan.

7. If the person you like doesn't accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change theirs feelings?
x If I did the same thing, (which in my case i didnt) I'd say it right now that it's a waste of ME time. lol tanga lang mga ganun. no offense for the ones still pending.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
x If he were an e-mail, i'd open 'em up, and see what could have been the biggest mistake of my life. His girlfriend is just for show, pity,haiz. kidding. anu nga ba, de move on, what's the point? i dont get it really, why would hang on trees if you're specifically made to walk on grounds.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
x well i have fever, and were going swimming on FRIDAY, yay for me. (eventually, i'm on spectator mode, AGAIN)

10. What do you want most in life?
x HEALTHY non hating environment with good friends, and COKE!
11. Is being tagged fun?
x It could be, only you cant run away, can you?

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your Bf/Gf, how would you react?
xDUDE! gudluck sayo. You'd soon find out why i became me. (burger burger bureger!) letcheng burger yan!

13. Who takes number 3 in your life(one is common)?
x mommy ko. yes i love my mom veyi mud. XD alang aangal.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
x PERKY PERKY PERKY muder. perky inlove being loved. wahaha. muder u rock

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
x There's no Justice in this is there?

16. If the person you secretly like doesn't recognize you, what would you do/how will you react?
x The hell do i care. yes i'm being very goth right now, and you have no right to judge me, i just took three on-line quizes and they said i'm goth. and the fact of the matter is, i didnt really answer the question, i just wanted to blab about my being goth today, yay for the sucker who read this, lolz.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
x The heck is with that? based on observation(since i dont have any well oiled machine going on) giving your all in a relationship is never the better option, since giving your all means not leaving any for your self, giving all means making your number one priority your partner, which is right by all means, but you must think of your self first before thinking about others, even if it's your partner, and yes, i do hate fever.

18. If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
x i'm in no position to pick right now since nothing interesting and worthwhile has happened to my life, YAY, let's watch MR. bean. which means no i'd rather not pick anything, i like things the way they are. as of today, now na. (Doesnt make sense neh?)

19. What type of friends do you like?
x The type i own now(YES I JUST SAID OWN!) I OWN THEM! BUWAHAHAHAHA!(i hate fever) 

20. If you played a prank on someone, and s/he fell for the trick, what would you do?
x Prolly be guilty about it, since i pulled a big one back in fourth year. and i'm not into prank pulling lately, recently i just wanted to think and be happy about thinking about what i thought? you get me?

 

I dont know who to tag since i dont know your names and i'm to lazy to check them one by one.

 

any one who wants too nalang. yay, na solve ko din! AUS!

 

and reaching this far means you've wasted like 5-10 minutes of your lives. I'm so proud of you. :D

.goodbye.

WHY WONT YOU EFFIN LISTEN...

last time i checked, goodbye means goodbye..

TO you it's like, "HELL NO!"

HELL NO I SAY BACK.

patethic.

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"I'm goin there"

"I'm telling you now, i'm not waiting."

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I'm not holding the thread anymore...

I need time

i need air

i need space

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and you couldnt give that.

how...

 

how it's so like you...

-neh...

I'm awake yet again, effin fever wont let me sleep.

 

I cant breathe, like siriously cant.

 

am i dying...

 

nah prolly just sick...

 

 

Stolen from mostly everyone... :D

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
♥ longer than expected.

2. I've come to realize that when I
talk:
♥ I dont say anything meaningful

3. I've come to realize that when I
love someone:
♥ I die. i kid i kid, ang emo eh. ou, madugo to. I dont love.

4. I've come to realize that I need:
♥ a protable DVD. galit sila sakin, ako daw me kasalanan sa pagtaas ng koryente. (bawal mag WELGA sa tapat ng bahay namin, kung gusto nyo sa mcdo nalang kayo mag welga)

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
♥ My insane sanity.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it
When people force me to persue something i like, but turns out they like it more, so i dont like it anymore, get's nyo? diba kaasar un.

7. I've come to realize when I'm drunk:
♥ I make a lot more sense. Things just go white, and clear, bright and shiny.

8. I've come to realize that money:
♥ is something no one can buy, LOL (san ka ba naman nakakita ng perang nabibili)

9. I've come to realize that people:
♥ are starving for rice, and intoxicated. intoxicated how, i'm not sure.

10. I've come to realize that I'll
always be:
♥ sick once in a while

11. I've come to realize that I have a
crush on:
♥ I dont have a crush on anybody right now, but ohwell, cge, si redpandah

12. I've come to realize that the last
time I cried it was:
♥ it was a movie i saw(anime head, bleach:memories of nobody) life could be so unfair.

14. I've come to realize that when I
woke up this morning:
♥ my fan is fake. it doesnt effin work even in number 3.. parang walang hangin, parang me  harang

15. I've come to realize that before I
go to sleep at night:
♥ I either, play sims two, go online, edit a picture, draw, play guitar, write a story and or be scoulded for still being up consuming electricity.

16. I've come to realize that right now
I am thinking about:
♥ the same last thing i wrote. ELECTRICITY. or La Corda D'oro -Prima Passo- (kung tama)

17. I've come to realize that babies:
♥ could change my way of living, or kids, i'm not really sure.

18. I've come to realize that when I
get on Friendster:
♥ I visit multiply.

19. I've come to realize that today:
♥ Is raining, how magical.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I
will:
♥ i will do the exact same thing as to what i wrote in 15, or maybe aizel would drop by. i dunno yet.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow
I will:
♥ BE THE SAME AS I AM NOW!

22. I've come to realize that I really
want:
♥ to leave the country. for very private personal reason naman. haha

23. I've come to realize that the
person who is most likely to repost
this:
♥ is bored, most prolly.

DONT MIND THIS! i just posted it here to not have the need to search for it again.

TRASFEREE needs.*sights*

1.        Application, Testing and ID Fees
2.        Certificate of Transfer Credential from the school last attended
3.        Certification of Grades/Transcript of Records (for evaluation purposes
only)1.        Application, Testing and ID Fees
2.        Certificate of Transfer Credential from the school last attended
3.        Certification of Grades/Transcript of Records (for evaluation purposes
only)
4.        Certification of Good Moral Character from the school last attended
5.        Two letters of recommendation from (a) school dean/guidance counselor
      (b) pastor
6.        Pictures:  1 copy (2x2) and 1 copy (1x1) (prepare more for other
departments)
7.        Photocopy of birth certificate


4.        Certification of Good Moral Character from the school last attended
5.        Two letters of recommendation from (a) school dean/guidance counselor
      (b) pastor
6.        Pictures:  1 copy (2x2) and 1 copy (1x1) (prepare more for other
departments)
7.        Photocopy of birth certificate

Beautiful Life.

I think that was song, but not as pretty as the song i missed...

 

i can still remember the feeling of everflowing happiness, over powering, weakening. I miss the path a willfully all knowingly. I left the good life, no, not the good life, the better life, the better way of living by all means.

I miss God, what ever or who ever. he is who he is as he said, then along came his son. I miss feeling the presence of security even without a live vest in a pool of sharks.

I miss being heard with out speaking, i miss it, i just do.

I still remember the last time I really enjoyed my sefl, whole heartedly did. it was when i heard that song, the song i never knew, the most beautiful thing i've ever heard. I was amazed. still am, most songs i adore most speaks of his words. It's BEATUFUL, all in all, hands down.

No matter what genre, no matter who sang it, it didnt matter, it's all one.

I remember the day i left the light. I remember it clearly. I never thought it would be dark.

 

*sights*

 

TIll i see you...

 

:D 

the "likes to" gig

stolen from bea, lolz.

google your name... then add "likes to"

eg for egg heads.

(your name goes here) likes to

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in my case i used ian(aian) since it's my college name, cause if i used pia, pia guanio cayetano may appear and the results might turn out either gurly or overly about poilitical political. (and my explaination is not really needed as i guessed, so on with it. XD)

too stubborn to open it. *grin*

Ian likes to dabble with music, creative writing, photography and a bit... -makes sense

Welcome to ianworks, the collective site of ian anderson's meanderings. ... Ian always likes to hear from you and can be contacted at ian@ianworks.com. What new is ... - yes, comments would be nice haha

Ian (rhymes with lion), likes to draw an analogy between his music and one of ... As did Miles, Ian likes to sketch out the framework of a piece and allow the ... - GO ian's of the world

 

Ian likes school, and his favorite subjects are math and geography. ... Ian also likes to play video games, especially Madden 06, Hobbit, and NCAA 06 Football. ... - UHM!!! LIES ALL LIES, haha

 

Image to left: Ian likes penquins. One of his penquins is in space with his dad. ... Ian says, "I like Russia a lot." He also likes the chocolate that his dad ... -OMG! i love penguins, and chocolate, wahtever.

 

Another one of those commercial directors turned movie directors is working on a new indie-horror project with ... Ian Likes to Die. Posted By: Shawn / Source ... -lol, that was a long time ago...

 

lolz, IAN IAN IAN... puro ian, yan nalang muna for now... pero katuwa, medyo me sense nga naman xa...

snap back to reality,oops there goes gravity,ohh she grows cavity, when she lose sanity(i invent rhymes again)

I hate sipon...

 

I'm watching this boxing match right now, of a filipino boxer i whos name just I heard and completely totally already forgot...

naawa ako sakanila, hindi sila napapansin, ilan lang kaya me kilala sakanila, baka mga fans nila di pa pilipino ano?

lahat ng tao nakatingin ke Manny, pano sila, ung iba, pilipino din naman, haiz. ewan, i'm just goin down into drama and shit cause i'm sick and have nothing to do...

 

all of the sudden my soul got joltedinside my body again, lahat bumalik sa normal(yes normal na me sakit ako at me tigyawat at mahilig sa clover) I mean, my sleep, I sleep now, i got it back at the right time...

I guess there's nothing keeping me away from my sleep now... wala na, haha. i'm cured. oh yeah, and what's the cure, SIPON! pero i hate sipon, i speak so darkly i think when i have sipon... tas drain bead daw ako sabi ni eysel. i mean brain dead. haha

my eyes hurt and itches, head aches constanly occur, but i'm happu i can sleep again(at the right time this time)

ano nga bang meron sa menthol!!!(off topic nanamn haiz) as in pramis, i was insane again, it's like fever plus sparemint gum and marlboro menthol equals magic, happy yet out of place... ansaya, pero inaantok.i guess i'm just sick, and sick is normal, yes...

 

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oh, by the way, the filipino boxer won!!! ^^

 

ang galing K.O... TULOG!!!

 

go pinoy, ang galing mo.

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ayun, si Bernabe Conception daw, oh tandaan niyo ha.

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I'm like... amazed that we have facebook. ayoS!

MY CAT IS IMORTAL AND EVIL!!!

I swear like "God my cat wont die"

She's evil and imortal...

she gives you an act that she wants you, then bites(my incredibly giant finger)

HER tourmenting claws sting, and her stinch... heavenly horrifying..

she sings meow so sweet(pumipiyok pa i swear)

when you throw her away, she comes back...

when you make pitek of her she crys...

I love her...

though she's evil and imortal...

I guess..

i could try making her less evil...

if i do the same... XD

ala!

Allora le girate giuste giornalieri in una crisi grande
 davanti voi dunno di i come rompere questo in su con voi causano con voi è sempre interamente circa voi
 la i non ha pensato mai concludesse questo senso, io si ricordasse della cosa come erano ieri, il giorno ho conosciuto non li lascerei mai
 ma ho conosciuto male la causa ora sto affrontando questo giorno, il dunno come ho ottenuto questo senso, la causa i di i sempre ho pensato che li amassi sempre

anu un...

amore di amore di amore… più facile morire realmente…

scherzo, uno scherzo è…
notte giusta e buona

bea's 18th

rakenroll pare!

effed up.

Sweet sweet temptation.
pulse rising, breath deepening.
air suffocating, mind malfunctioning.

this is how i feel when i am near you

never ending talks and walks,
winter winds whispering, tempting, distracting
reliving the days your heart seeks mine
the feelings once mine now i cant find.

involving our selves with the games of the heart
engraving the pain that was once told true love
leaving the burden with the soul once within
being friends with you just makes everything a sin.

-itutuloy

It felt like it had to be written, so i wrote it anyway, doesnt make sense though.
for the girl friend, haha, guess not.

how bitter could sweet get...

amazing.

ei jeff

this my brother....

he looks exactly the same as to when he was still a little jeffro...

gaaa... cant get enuff of em....

True Friend Test - Who Truly Knows You?

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/1567437
TAKE MY EFFIN FRIEND TEST!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

nothing special

but i totally picked the wrong colors... sucks... still needs a lot of work

yes.. indeed...

My moi self and moi big fat lesbian butt... :D

Chapter uno.(daw)

Little miss princess

 

It was Sunday morning when she woke up then found this big bright yellow light in front of her, yah, what was it?

 

It was all a big blur to her, she had no idea what it was, then she just kept on starring at it… until it went near her, then she lost consciousness again.

 

“ohhh, my head….” She says. “ohhh… another dream…”

It was not a normal Sunday morning for her, considering seeing things like, a big bright yellow light, knocking her out just like that…

 

“Am I drunk???” she asked her self, holding her head. “No you’re not…”

 

“I know I’m not, silly dumb ass freak…” She says… but to whom, to her self, is that normal…

 

Yes indeed, she keeps on speaking to her self like that, she scolds her self, she even wines to her self in times…

 

“So now what… another weird day for another weird list of normal things to do…” she said standing up… “Well that’s a start…”

“Wait you have a list” she paused. “It’s a figure of speech, stupid…”

 

How can you live like this, I mean come on, there must be an explanation for all of this…

 

Ok it was like this, in a kingdom far-far away, lived a princess, and her three imaginary selves… She was locked up all alone in her world, she needed to get out, and so she found her self… and only her self alone…

 

No one really cared for her except her self, selfish I know, she’s depriving her self from the world and opportunities to meet others, who’s as lame as her… but that’s not it, on her self alone, she’s already pre occupied by so many things, that sometimes, she tends to over react…

 

Yah, she forgets who she is, sometimes, having the three of her within her is not enough, there’s not enough space in her already enormous body for the three of them to move freely…

 

So there would be times that she’s her, then wakes up a completely different person, but still her, she sees what she does… But never really understood why. Then she would just wake up, alone, without the one whom messed up her hair… It’s hard to have a good hair day considering one of her was a guy, yah a 24 year old drunk, rock star whom lives in some garage and races at night, yah that’s life…

 

Speaking of which, what does he make her? Think of it really, a guy is a guy, right??? But she’s a she, is she? Ok, two girls could beat a guy down, but this one is tough, so is she a she or a he? A he-she? A big fat lesbian princess?  NO Way! Give her a break!

 

Ok, so back to her, seeing that big bright yellow light really meant something to her… “Maybe it would be sunny today…” She laughed. But seriously, it really did. “Yah, nice try loser…”

 

Now spending a day with her could be chaotic, I mean it’s like living in a world of dreams, where in you can fly, but on the same time getting hurt by doing so, you can reach the sky, then collect the stars, you can even be a super hero, but in the end of the day, you will still be you, the same old you, the three of you… the three of her…

 

Then later on that day, Princess Sam went down her grand staircase, finding her dog Jenny blocking her way… “Wow what a magical day!!!” she said, skipping a step…

 

She then sees her mom, “Hi maa…” she says… Her mother then smiles back at her… then that’s it… To tell you the truth, the mother of Sam should be treated like queen, but instead of being or actually choosing to be a queen, she then turns out to be a servant of her own home, sometime Sam wonders, “Why can’t I be just like her…” I mean look at her, she works from day to night, she never complains, then you’re gonna do this!? Again!? “How’s your morning?” Her mother asks. “Fine, I had a great dream…” then her mothers smiles back again…

 

Her mother was the best thing ever, and she doesn’t deserve her, I mean, a princess is a princess, you know what I mean. She’s actually rebellious, she’s already rebelling yet her mother still can’t absorb the signal, what else doe’s she want, she lives in a palace, has a loving mom, and oh, Cornelia. “Piggie, you don’t have classes today?” Cornelia asks. “Oh… it’s Sunday today.” Sam replies.

 

Cornelia is like Sam’s big sister of some sort of, she even talked Sam into cutting her hair once, it didn’t turn out the way she wanted it to so… so she kept these words in mind “Hair is hair, it grows…”

 

Cornelia could be so cool in times, she’d buy you stuff you like, then spoil you the spoiled you already are, she’d be your big sister, but there’s no such thing as perfect, sometimes she’d be your evil step sister and ruin your already miserable life.

 

That was morning, what else can she do, oh, she’d again, pick up her black guitar, which she named “black olives” why, she loves black olives, she really does, she eats them, especially when it’s with angel hair pasta, her favorite food.

 

She then sings with her songs unsung, her voice unheard, her words unfound, her feelings unhealed… She tends to be poetic in times, but she never really found the meaning in them, the words she sometimes speaks, so deep, so meaningful to her, but in reality, all empty, as empty as the day, the day she saw the yellow bright light.

 

She then stops playing her guitar in the middle of the song then, silence fills the room. “So now what?” She asks looking somewhere up the ceiling… Why is she doing this you ask? She recalls things though she seemed happy doing what she does. She never forgot I believe, never forgot what was real to be hid.

 

She then looks around, finding her blood stained walls, hidden stains, of course, she never wanted anyone to find them. “How could I have done this?” done what… “What have I done wrong…” something I guess.  “You know what you did…” She answers back… “So that’s it…. You would just leave me after solving what’s missing in your life? Yah, thanks a lot…” somehow she paused a little after that. “Sometimes, it’s harder to know what you’re doing and easier not to understand everything… Someday, you’ll know what I mean…” she says. “So which among what I said came from me… see… here I go again… playing games with my self, then end up… end up still being torn apart…”

 

She then sees a photo of herself and her old buddy… “Yah, I know what I did…” she says. “At least the sane part of me does…” she then sleeps, and hopes to wake up, just the way it was before…

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to be continued

Remember this?

A part from Driven away(i think) the story

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We sat together on the old bench where in we grew up playing at… It was actually a silent moment, It was so not like her, she would be very perky most of the times, but this time, she’s silent.

 

Then she asked “ Matt…” she said , “can I ask you something?”

“Sure…” I said, “anything.”

“am I anything of a burden to you?” she asked.

“no, not at all” I replied, “ why do you ask?”

“I dunno…” she said “ It just seemed like you don’t like me, at all…”

 

Then she laid back and closed her eyes. I just kept looking at her. A burden? Was she a burden? I couldn't’t have made half my life without her, she was no burden, she was, she was there… I didn't’t let my self get affected by what she said, I didn't’t want to say things I wanted to say,I cannot breathe, i cannot think, I never felt pain like this before, a pain you get by just looking at a person, a person you’re only allowed to truly look at when they have there eyes closed… I was speechless… so I just almost kissed her left cheek then left. She had her eyes closed but opened it up when she felt that I was leaving… It was sad really, like an unfinished chapter, she just looked at me, maybe she knew and didn't’t want to make things worst, she knew, somehow, I know she did…

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Dedicated to Chams... matt's bestfreind..


I could still remember that day, the day i felt the very same way.

the very reason i wrote it down, for me not to forget how it felt like to be unloved.

lol.

bitter bitter optimistic me.

It's the saddest thing...

like falling in love with a photograph. an idea you can see but barely reach.

that's how i felt that day, the day you began to drift away.

the final days i'll never forget, the very moment i'll never regret.

the day i loved you..

it would always be true.

wahaha

still sounded a bit jaded though, but heck, i tried.

mcpooperz.

I decided to be an optimist today.

pretty much messed up the flow of everything..

i swear. it doesnt look good.

I messed up the flow by enjoying being waken up early, i had a smile in my face mumbling "5 mins" I was excited about the day.

so i decided to go optimistic.

my mom was telling me about our broken faucet while all i can think about is effin sleep and being waken up again.

After all that Bathroom drama, i told my mom. "mom, i know the secret in life, be an optimist" then she said something holy and biblical, i just had to agree with her.

lol

i was happy, sooo happy, extremely happy being depressed the other day, and the day before.

Misery somehow excites me for no reason. Bleach ended right infront of my face and i was like, Duude, theres gotta be more.

I was begging for it. gaaaa, i relieve a few funny moments of it in my mind, and i couldn't help laughing like crazy.

I laughed Crazy.

Spoke to my self again.

Laughed Crazy.

LOL'ED

even mumbled a song which would sound something either Kamikazee or Parokya like.

(baliw na baliw na baliw sa'yo Putana***********) It had crazy growls and evil crazy laughter

Anyway, enough about yesterday.

Claiming to be an optimist, i walked down the happy happy streets of laguna belair, oh how wonder full the sun shined down smiling upon us.

My lola was confiding family probs wd me again. i was like, "let not yesterday bother you, Chillax." Something like that, without the chillax thing.

anyway.


The day was nice, then came the test to my being an optimist, when we arrived at makati, we missed our stop and it was raining, the stupid taxi driver wont cross us down the stupid highway, and then we weren't able to pay my damn tuition, and that was our main objective for the day, why not able to pay, COR not present, no COR no payment, no permit. sucks.

the day is just beginning. we went to my LOLA's ever so beloved Landmark. things began looking up, i was excited bout my still too come far far from today birthday which lola keeps bringing up.

we bought clothes.

ate.

went home to makati.

then what?

my optimism was place to a test once more, problems kept flushing down, on and on they go they flow down my head my veins, my wrist they cannot bleed, they cannot bleed.
sorry.
(wahaha)

then comes next certain scenarios i cannot place into words cause it's forbidden, but thanks to my optimsmic day, things are beginning to look up, in a negatively feel good better way, or maybe i just have nothing to say.

But yeah, optimism pays off...

it just creeps me out a lot cause i'm not used to it.