Feels like falling

yes, a paramore album it is.

adn i feel like it.

ever felt like crap before?

i bet you had.

It's just now that i realized how it felt like.

to lose something you really placed a lot of effort into.

i mean it's like making a black picture but see it pink.
no?

dont get me?

oh well, who would.

I just... dont feel like i wanna continue running my site anymore...

it's lost its... ME value. 

if it means anything.

Sad...
who cares anyway. haha. ima make a new one.

I'm an alien at my OWN friendster blog

MY BLOG WENT WHITE! and now i'm freaking out.

OMG OMG!

it used to dark and red and black, the way i liked it, now it looks a lot like... FREINDSTER.

effin friendster.

white and blue.

where did my blog go?

FTW!

i dunno anything about anything anymore.

i'm considered nothing, yes. I'm convincing you i'm nothing so that you'd thing i'm somthing more than a nothing, when prolly you're still reading this, you'll realize i'm toying with you already haha! *squirts ketsup on you eyes*

I want my friendster blog back. please? thank you.

Bleach-Dynasty - Portal

http://chappy.rabbit-forum.net/portal.htm
Wanna see something cool?

type in bleach dynastyon google and you'll find my site there, first spot!

yay.i just made it 6 days ago i think.


please join if your interested.

thank you

Just cause you're cute

Cause were cute
cause i miss you
cause you left me
cause you wanted to fly..

i miss you...

i hope what you're reading is this...

hope you're with God...

hope.. hope i know more about you...

i'm gonna miss you my dear dear Rin..

PS: may i suggest you veiw the image in whole... the thumb is... whacked..

BLEACH-RPG

http://bleach-rpg.bigforumpro.com/forum.htm
you like rp-ing?

mean like bleach rp-ing to be clear...

join...

the irony... it burns..

  

(JUST CAUSE YOU HATE PINK!!!)
Just before.. that tragic day...
this song was my favorite song...

a band no one listens too...

but i loved it still...

i want... to share it..

so here..


Hello i'm in delaware - citiy and colours

So there goes my life
Passing by with every exit sign
It's been so long
Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong
No sleep tonight
I'll keep on driving these dark highway lines
And as the moon fades
One more night gone, only twenty more days

But I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

And there goes my life
Passing by with every departing flight
And its been so hard
So much time so far apart
And she walks the night
How many hearts will die tonight
And when things have changed
I guess I'll find out seventeen days

But I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

My body aches
And it hurts to sing
No one is moving
And I wish that I weren't here tonight
But this is my life

And I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

And I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

PS: you're everyones favorite topic nowadays...

that what you want?

no?

too late...

*is bitter*
*is just missing you a whole lot*

dneirf tseb

I wrote the same title once... and it meant a whole lot to me...

Most of the things written there, i now find pointless, meaningless... nothing..

 

why?

i was young, and had no idea what i was talking about, but i do remember how it felt..

 

remember when matteo happned? i'm sure a few knows... or a whole lot for all i care. it doesnt matter at all the fuck who ever cares...

 

I knew exaclty what i wanted, and knew exactly what to do... and i did it, knowing the consiquences of my actions...

 

the day you most likely lost your trust on me... the day i lost my trust on my self...

 

i knew it... i was gonna lose you...

 

i was sure of it... and it indeed happned...

 

that was two years ago, we patched those things up already...

 

know what the sad part is?

not knowing that your losing someone...

 

it's hard to lose when you know, but at least you're prepared for it...

but this?

 

like this?

 

its.... hear breaking... 

 

it's as if time froze...

and everybody stuck in a nightmare made reality...

dneirf tseb...

 

the first time i wrote that i didnt want it to get to you..

 

this time i want it to reach you...

 

it was a post about you back two years ago...

 

dneirf tseb was actually in reverse... it's best friend damn it... remember?

 

no?

 

i dunno what i'm doing or proving to my self, but i sure am not sure to that of how i should feel or react to all this non-sense...

 

it's non-sense for me get it?

 

i dont believe up to until this time that everything that happned this past few days is true...

 

Fuck.