.....

Heres something for all of the broken ones

Somewhere Romance

Let it burn,
let it die
from this day on
i will never smile

nowhere to run,
no where to hide
this is my curse
as a devils child

Not so long ago
you were the warmth by my side
but as for the warmth of tomorrow
from someone else i now find

Too late i knew
too late i cried
this girl has no clue
what its like to be set aside

It was worst than before
for unrequited it was not
she truely gave her heart
and now its broken without a doubt

Apologetic she may be
but its not pity, so to see
its just regretful misery
for her once sweetest memory

So its time to move on
leaving the past that is now all gone
gone with her sanity, threes now more originality
How a person breaks a heart and call it formality

so you can have it back
i glued it from pieces
engraved with your name
i will surely never need this



F*ck your formality,
F*ck dramatic fantasies
this is the last that i will speak of this
cause in my heart, your already deceased



xoxo

your bitter broken ex

I dont get you (lyrics)

LOL, request from B

Say no, cause i'm down again

falling in love again (uh-oh)

you say girl, are we on again

down with the gin again (nu-oh)

Cause i am, never enough for you

even after all you put me through

 

You say "i dont want anything invloving you"

then you see a girl and then you say "i love you too"

hell breaks loose when you say  "I wanna mary you"

but then you live me for a dude with a big red

big red tattooo (woooooo)

i dont get you (wooo)

you (wooooo)

 

So God please send a sign

cause i thought this girl was mine

 

PS i dont get you

 

 

-to be continued

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Freaky Dream

Freaky in a sense, that it can happen, anytime, anyday, anyhow... like yeah!

So the dream was so strange, i think i was listening to the television with them TV announcers (someone from a GMA 7 show, not sure who) speaking bout someone going back to join them.


So i just ignored it(like i always do), soon later, a taxi cab stops infront of our house (WTF? Mahal nun ah, taxi!) I started feeling anxious, it was like it my dream, i knew who was arriving, and yet i find my self an audience to all of this still.

So i waited for my other self to see who's gonna arive, and what gives, it was my Dad.

I was like, what on earth is going on her, then somehow connected to the TV announcement, or whatever, it was my dad who they were talking about, what gives Mon Alvir, HAHA.

What came after next was pretty much a whole blur, but it got me thinking.

What did happen after?

Strange, it can happen anytime, they can get me anytime they please as well (though i'm 18 and all that shit, i think i'll come anyway, as long as i'm still a bum and jobless i guess)

It was a cold yet, warm dream, makes me wonder if i just attracted it all.

I dun really know anymore.

I guess i just miss my dad.

i dun even know how to react if ever we meet again (both mom and dad that is)

Come to think of it i forgot to greet my mom on mothers day.

I feel so guilty now, i dunno...


i guess... it slipped out my mind.

Happy mothers day mom ^^

Bai bai AUP

Good news, i'm going no where.

simply meaning i'm leaving.

yeah, partings are always messy, so i am going no where.

confused?

yeah so am I..

to summarize everything else...


Just read the damn title XD

~Choco Love (song)

new song after a long (dull) long time. (Mary Aize Angela Dilao heard this already XD)

Your my sweetie pie
my sweetie sweet
your sent by the heavens
for use to meet

and i love you
WOAH!

While i cant think
of songs to sing
my heart just bursts
its not really my thing

but i love you
WOAH

and i can 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
i cant count the stars
for my only heaven
and i know this cause
my heart just wont pause

and i can sugar rush my life to
a romance that will last till
the end of time
with you
woooo


~bow~
~vanishes~

Numb

I never thought this feeling existed.

something new for a person like me.

GAH! die you idiot

Motion (save earth!!)

Inspired by a signature i made

Motion



moving words and moving actions,
scattered in places, in wrong directions



fight for whats right, youre tainted wrong
it just makes you want to sing a song



about a boy who wanted to fly
granted wings to reach the sky



fly up and high, above and beyond
but burnt to death, by the scourging sun



back on earth he withered with a smile
"theirs no place like earth" his last words when he died



loved by a few, neglected by many
this world is but one, and not worth any penny



not one we can build, not one we can create
not one that is forever, but one we can save



one and alone, a place we call home
one of a kind, and something we all own



so plant a tree, clean the sea
throw your trash on a garbage bin



simple deeds for simple minds
can save the world for human kind



>.<



OMG.. what happened to me?

POST IN GREEN!!! HELP ME SAVE HUMANITY DANGIT!!

I dunno why i wrote a poem so dunno science week ish ... ish
i dont normaly write things like this, i guess i just really like that signature i made!

SO POST IN GREEN!!

...

just do it

nike ripp off... so phailz

I know its wrong...

but its damn unfair...

know what i mean?

ARGH....

ZOMG realism doodle

bla bla bla

anyway, IJ posted his trial, i guess i should post mine too, its just a draft, i completely messed up the lip, i just used an old sketch for this, so its really just an out of the blue thing.

i so love yumix for her/his awesome tut on realism, he/she like so pwnz in it.

-keeps yumix on her pockets-

anywho, comment if you like

Random thought of the day

have a daily doze of my... phalurenezz.

 

anyway... how come that boy friend girl friend name calling dont evolve @.@

 

like imagine... Man friend...

 

is it because they remain imature, no mater how old they get?

 

 strange @.@

 

haha spamurz

RIN! (read if its significant for your existance)

i dreamt of her again T.T

 

makes me so sad... to know that i still see her in my dreams, but can never have that long lasting feeling and conversation, the connection, its like memories i can never have.

 

memories i can never remember..

 

memories i cant conclude.

 

memories i dont have..

 

just a dream.

 

if it lasted a second longer.

 

i can almost rememberit.

 

but no.

i had to know reality..

 

cause what happen, did happen.

 

and that dream..

 

did not...

 

so...

 

yeah...

 

i'm sad.

 

teribly sad.

 

end

Eff multiply, i'm movin out beibeh!

Like i said, i'm sick of this.. site

bye

like really

bye

Oh shoot!

I wrote this like ancient history ago(3 days ago to be precise)

some one actually called me a lady today,

 WTF!

i feel like ancient old >.<

i'm gonna turn friggin 19 soon, whats up with this idiotic aging >.<

ohwell, might as well live with it >.<

My heart just fell out, from my chest,
all my best just turned to "guess the rest"

all the walls starts caving in
falling in love, is just my biggest sin.

the word i hate, the word i love
a word too sure, but filled with doubts

once upon a time, a boy a girl
a guitar, a monkey, an uncharted world

Mystic significance, benefit of a doubt
a name i cant pronounce, kept pulling out my heart

breathing in, breathing out
innocence all filled with doubts

is this for real, are you for real
or are you just, my luckless luck?

AFTER A DECADE

enjoy