08 life list!

i made a life list (offline) and i'm affraid it wont happen anymore...

sad to think...

know how unluck i am today?

first...

my phone fell inside the toilet bowl... and now, it's dead...

my social life ruined...

then almost lost my fingers or foot for anyreason... stupid guy's fault... i guess he's drunk...

Still hav'nt bathed my stinky ass yet...

i remind my self of punky nowadays... condsidering the reaserch i made...

both our dad's were actors in their time...

anyway...

for those who texted me...

forgive me...

nahulog lang naman sa inidoro ung phone ko...

save the shit for later

right now...

i have some unstinking to do..

Vans condoms (also available in bublegum flavor)

hello?

completely fictional advertisement... it just looked like condom advertisements...

but it does make complete sense you see...






Off the wall... vans condoms...(see?)

available in four flavors... banana , cheri, lemon lime and orange... (also available in bubble gum flavor...)

:D

Tama ung title ni wigi. Deja family reunion '07

the main attraction! CYBER! wahehehehe! keedeng!

Adams family...

My FAMILY TREE...

composed with:
-a loving mother
-the father gambler
-the abandoned daughter
- SAbrother gamer
-the other brother
-the elder brother
-the pregnant sister
-dynamic dou barkers (god given dogs)
-the elder brothers wife
-the loved elder brothers child
and finaly...

ME...

the disruptive pig...

Anyway... i couldnt think of anything to write... so i wrote that first...

why?

cause eysel went here at my house, and i refered to my family as "the adams family"

weird..

I know...


Aizel and i eded up at paseo... we baught poster paint...

I was happy to be out of the house for once... "atlast! i'm out!"

I'm still sick... and i miss singing...

composing songs depresses me this days....

It's like there's nothing to it... i mean like really...

gaaaa....

breathe..

just do it...

ot you'll die...

and yes i referd to my self as pig..

yapi's happy hours!!!

YAY!

this very second is included...

I should be playing my game now, but i refuse to...

just because i wanted to write some more....

I've been such a bore lately...(considering i'm sick)

I've been sleeping the day, playing computer games at night... going online

I MISS MARY AIZEL ANGELA (insert initial here) DILAO!

haha... i miss seing diegy minai ana (and the whole family tree) the blue house of theirs...

I miss going out, depressing my already depressed self more...

I wanna feel real wind, breath real oxygen, and not some artificial win the fan blows...

I wanna hear leaves, dog barking (already too much of that)

I wanna walk into a street knowing i'm the only one awake...

i wanna sit at the park and just sit there... as if like the time is not moving... and i'm watching the whole world at it's very best state...

a moment of hapiness... a second of peace serenity and silence...

I miss my sanctuary (sanctuario ni pia)

I wanna visit it now....

I miss my friends...

I dont want murder dreams any more... (too much of it lately...)

I wanna cut my self just to see if i'd bleed...

I wanna jump of the roof just to know what falling fells like...

I wanna ride the plane cause it's the closest thing to the real thing (flying)

I wanna know what plastic feels like... how it cant feel like us...

I wanna know a billion things for no exact reasons...

I wanna...

I wanna cry once in a while...

I wanna cry just to see if it's worth every drop...

i wanna feel happy not just because i have to...

As you can see...

i do want a lot of things....

and this is why i call this my happy hour...

where in i can be detached from the world...

and actually think for my self...

My happy hours...

A FEW OF MY REALITIES

WORLD...

I DONT SMOKE!
I DONT WATCH PORN!
I DONT LIE!
I DONT CHEAT!
I DONT DRINK ALCOHOL!
I KILLED SOMEONE!
I'M A ROCK STAR!
I DIED!
I LOVE GIRLS!
I LOVE BOYS!
I DONT STEAL
I LOVE MY SELF
I'M PROM QUEEN MATERIAL
I WEAR MAKE UP EVERYDAY
I LOVE YELLOW COLORED SHIRTS
I LOVE COLORS
I HATE BAGS
I LOVE SHOES
I HATE CHUCKS
I HATE THE SIMS2
I DONT PLAY BASKET BALL
I DONT PLAY FOOT BALL
I HATE THE MOON
I'M NOT CRAZY
I DONT RECORD SONGS
I DONT COMPOSE SONGS
I HATE MUSIC
I LOVE AVRIL
I'M A HIP-HOP LOVER
CALL ME THUG-BIGGIE
I HATE MCDONALDS
I HAVE A BOOK
I LOVE FAMILY PICTURES
I HATE MY FRIEND
I HATE ROCK MUSIC
I HATE CONVERSATIONS
I NEED THE PERFECT OUTFIT FOR THE PERFECT EVENT
I NEED A SPA DAY
I ONLY WEAR DESIGNERS CLOTHES
I DONT BELIEVE IN GOD
I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES
I'M REAL
I CREATE HAPPINESS
I'M NOT A TRAIN WRECK
I'M NOT AS WIDE AS THE DOOR
I'M A SIZE 5 :)
I HATE COFFEE
I HATE CHICKEN
I HATE MY MOM
I HATE MY DAD
I HATE SWEETS
I HATE CHOCOLATE
I HATE ICE CREAM
I HATE PEPSI
I HATE COCACOLA
I HATE FRIENDSHIP
I'M NOT ASIAN
I BURN TREES
I CREATED LIFE
I READ THE BIBLE
I LOVE THE MIRROR
I LOVE MY OWN SHADOW
I DONT WANT COMPANY
I DONT LIKE ACCEPTANCE
I LOVE REJECTION
I HATE FRIENDSTER
I HATE ART
I HATE PEN AND PAPER
I HATE BLOGING
I HATE SOPHIA BUSH
I HATE DISTILLED DRINKING WATER









THESE ARE JUST THE FEW THINGS TO REMEMBER IF YOU WANT TO HATE ME...












IF YOU KNOW ME THAT WELL...












YOU'D KNOW WHAT'S REAL...

ei stranger...

I call you that from now on...

anyway...

dont get me wrong... I've been having a really bad week...

reasons
1. I had a cold.
2. It became a high fever.
3. I have fever.
4. have no cell phone load
5. pimples keep apearing on unwanted areas (like face etc...)
6. Still no LAP TOP!
7. I recieved my money.
8. (i dunno why i wrote 7)
9. (Acrually i do know...)
10. It's raining
11. It's 3 something am and i am still awake.

The only thing that made my week was the news i heard from my dearest most beloved cousin...

(oh yeah, baloons do fly, and when they do they reach the sky)

OMG! i'm gonna be an aunt soon...

she's the same as my age, even younger.

I know i should be all mad at her, but i cant help it, i love the news, gift of life, hope, another chance for humanity to improve it's selves...

I was excited about it, she cried infront of me and i was smoking the same time i was sick with fever.

She quited smoking... i was so proud of her...

and the sweetest thing was...

she didnt celebrate her birthday...

just to give fund for her already loved unborn child...

the sad thing is...

we have no idea how to tell her dad...

and yes it has now become my problem...

and i wanna help with all i can give...

so anyone!!!

please... do buy one of my unheard songs....

ANYONE!!!

which meanbs you! you! you and you...


anyone...

WE NEED MONEY for a kid... xian xain daw ung nikname... ang kyuuuuuut!


and yes we thought of names for the kid... and right now, i forgot the names...

today.... I'm not happy at all...

I'd get over it in anyway...

but yeah..

-for stranger!!!

thanks for making me feel the best when i'm with you...

and the worst the next second i fall...

...you hate me...

...but...

...what you dont konw is that...

I HATE YOU MORE!

sleeping beauty. (sleeping hooker more likely)

like OMG... this is like some deep in your face shit daug!

OMG...

i played with my face a little here...

i placed colors in it...

this went like

"fuck off princie i'm trying to sleep here"

enjoy!





like OMG... this is like some deep in your face shit daug!

OMG...

i played with my face a little here...

i placed colors in it...

this went like

"fuck off princie i'm trying to sleep here"

enjoy!

hello... i'm MJ

this photo sucks ass!

this is MJ...

who is he?
he's the guy version of me...

dont ask questions to answers you already know...

and NO.. "M" doesnt stand for matteo... dont come to conclutions...

i'm thinking more marionne or something... ewan...

anyway...

take a look...

this photo sucks...

so i played with it.,..

SACROMANCE!

the title should be crowded cause the picture is indeed crowded, anyway...

this is bea, the ex wife... and me, yes, i'm asian...


we are asians...

OMG...

were asians...

minis stop

georjane <- wrong spelling pa ata... CHAMS <- sharms. and ME < me...

feel free to add captions...

Christmas party (yay...)

Before a gaw crawling desperately in-love with Marlette Sandino all over again, let me write this one...

It's been quite a while since i've written anything that made sense in here, and believe me this aint one of those sensible ones either... so if you're bored, then you're in luck, cause so am i.

anyway, if you're wondering who Marlette Sandino is, I made her up, so back off, she's mine! Lol.

Christmas party... our christmas party was a drag, not only did it turn up lame, but also really unpredictable. unpredictable that in a way, we were expeting a street party, and sooner figured out that it was a parking lot party, which later on cought the attention of bypassers and LRT busses.

I brought my 5 stringed guitar, hoping i'd hitch one, or actually buy one, but wasnt able to do so, why you may ask? it's because we rode a taxi cab, and went no where near a mall... so sad... but i knew it would happen, the bordom  that's killing me even in my deepest inner most subconcious. I knew i had to bring it. so i did, even if it only had 5 strings. (bad idea) it was heavy and realy distracting... disturbing, annoying in some sense.

but god had it all planned, something bigger was about to happen, and i knew it. :D

after boring my self together with my 5 stringed guitar, we walked to MAMI canteen, to feed our already starving selves. we had it all planned out, we were goin bar hopping (oh yeah!) after the so called christmas party. and we only needed to pay like 300 each, free ride, no pain, it was all good, and it would really work out.

it was all smooth sailing, a few of us went home in preparation, getting money and stuff like that, so the rest of us went to mini stop, and this is getting longer so i'd speed things up.

after that, they went back and we were all ready, including the ones who'd join even if they didnt pay.

so any way, all the girls had rides and the guys could go however they wanted it's up to them...

there were like seven of us trying to fit our selves in a 5 seater car. which means it includes me in it! so imagine us there... with me... it's like pork sardines.

anyway, first we went to tia maria malate, i was so happy to know that it were the j-brothers playing... Jay was so cute, haha, in-away that he makes people laugh, but i really like the bassist, i named him jay-bunso.

we ordered like a barrel of beer, 2 piutchers of margarita and some nacho's... i think...

we were in a hurry, and though we would end up in Arcadia for the next hop, thought about dematease because of Amed our classmate whose a partime owner, but ended up in bedrock.... which caused us a lot. no ladies drink were sold there... all we had was two bucket of red horse beer and some mixed platter, the band wasnt even that good.

it caused us like 2,700 i think. EXPENSIVE.

we thought we were going home when they decided to go to pier 1.

we ordered margaritas slammers pizza nacho's fries sisig and a beer container which i yet not have figured out what it's called, then next thing i knew there were alrady 8 of us on the way back to mami's place...

and 6:00 maybe in the morning i woke up, decided to go home and face the jeepney stike.

I almost got run over by an Altis the strap of my bag snaping off... i thought i was gonna die for real...

but I didnt wanna die being half drunk not having a permition do so getting drunk... it wouldnt be right for me or for my adoult supervisors...

so i lived.. haha, thanks to this random guy who picked up my bag from the other end of the highway.

There's a really interesting story about a jampong soup but this story would just get longer and lamer even...

so I'd just let this be, and go back to my Marlette Sandion...

I love her...

and i found the perfect substitute in real life...

she is...

I'd name her Izzei