ei stranger...

I call you that from now on...

anyway...

dont get me wrong... I've been having a really bad week...

reasons
1. I had a cold.
2. It became a high fever.
3. I have fever.
4. have no cell phone load
5. pimples keep apearing on unwanted areas (like face etc...)
6. Still no LAP TOP!
7. I recieved my money.
8. (i dunno why i wrote 7)
9. (Acrually i do know...)
10. It's raining
11. It's 3 something am and i am still awake.

The only thing that made my week was the news i heard from my dearest most beloved cousin...

(oh yeah, baloons do fly, and when they do they reach the sky)

OMG! i'm gonna be an aunt soon...

she's the same as my age, even younger.

I know i should be all mad at her, but i cant help it, i love the news, gift of life, hope, another chance for humanity to improve it's selves...

I was excited about it, she cried infront of me and i was smoking the same time i was sick with fever.

She quited smoking... i was so proud of her...

and the sweetest thing was...

she didnt celebrate her birthday...

just to give fund for her already loved unborn child...

the sad thing is...

we have no idea how to tell her dad...

and yes it has now become my problem...

and i wanna help with all i can give...

so anyone!!!

please... do buy one of my unheard songs....

ANYONE!!!

which meanbs you! you! you and you...


anyone...

WE NEED MONEY for a kid... xian xain daw ung nikname... ang kyuuuuuut!


and yes we thought of names for the kid... and right now, i forgot the names...

today.... I'm not happy at all...

I'd get over it in anyway...

but yeah..

-for stranger!!!

thanks for making me feel the best when i'm with you...

and the worst the next second i fall...

...you hate me...

...but...

...what you dont konw is that...

I HATE YOU MORE!