cut with annie (deviantart deviation name)

If you know the song i'm not talking about, then you'd know...? wha?

anyway, that's not it.

last last friday...

believe it or not... i got bumped by a jeepney.

(aizel knows half the story)

the jeepney was moving backwards, and i was behind it.

how could the driver not see me being me already? ME? have you seen me? I'm like a friggin tree? how could he friggin miss a friggin tree?

I dont get it?

I was really down that day. down in a way that i feel so numb, helpess, hopless, and what do you give, a bump in the back fror good job, i want your life now? what? did you get it? ohwell...

It felt like i've been pushed really hard, i've managed not to fall on the ground.

I didnt do anything, i just stood there, even laughed a little.

"My my... so that's how it feels like... nabanga pala ako."

when i told family members they were furious at the jeepney driver...

i  was like "hey i'm alive here?"

I couldnt help feeling down after a few couple of days.

i felt death you know? then i got fevrish. i was so down.

i had no interest in doing anything.

and now i'm sick.

last sunday.

i almost really got run over by a speeding jeepney. (again)

aint life funny?

the first one didnt get me.

and the second ones a joke saying "i'm just finishing the job"

someone's out to get me?!!! run for you're lives!!!!?

that's not it. i was down at the moment, really really preoccupied.

i didnt see it coming, and when i did, had to make the girliest gesture just not to get hit by it.

they say that in tha last moment of your life, you'd see your life flashing through your eyes.

I saw my frends...

and reality check, i'm still alive...

no ofense dude.

but hey, if this was a message from the higher power, you sure did catch my attention.

i saw the big bright yellow speeding light.

I saw my friends...

my life..

i really saw them...

and to think all this time i wanted to die, but at that moment all that a thought about was my friends and loved ones...

so much for being jaded...

so much...

so much.......