happy yappi

there were many things in the past that i thought would make me happy if i just reach it...

I allways thught that i would be happy when i reach at least more than 400 friends in friendster...

well i was wrong... now 'm completely irritated seeing people i dont know on my list, and i envy my kuya now.. he has like a hundred fifty plus of friends and he doesnt care... when i was young, i thought friendster was a game, a race of sme sort of, the more friends the more prizes... i dunno... just got tired of it i guess...

 

I thought that i'd be happy leaving home and rebeliously living with my tita in makati, i wanted it so bad before... now i cant wait to go home... and now i'm worst than ever..

 

I thought i wanted to play basketball forever.. then it ended... fact is... it's one of the things that makes me most accepted... it makes me happy...

----emo mode...

I thought it would be the best feeling in the world to finally let go and let fall of everything that happened for years time..

I thought i'd be happy...

i thought...

i think too much...

now i dunno what to think...

how are we?

i cant even talk to you...

 

and sadly...

 

you are indeed slipping away...

 

what's funny is that..

 

i'm letting you...

 

peace dude...

 

gudbye... :)