mcpooperz.

I decided to be an optimist today.

pretty much messed up the flow of everything..

i swear. it doesnt look good.

I messed up the flow by enjoying being waken up early, i had a smile in my face mumbling "5 mins" I was excited about the day.

so i decided to go optimistic.

my mom was telling me about our broken faucet while all i can think about is effin sleep and being waken up again.

After all that Bathroom drama, i told my mom. "mom, i know the secret in life, be an optimist" then she said something holy and biblical, i just had to agree with her.

lol

i was happy, sooo happy, extremely happy being depressed the other day, and the day before.

Misery somehow excites me for no reason. Bleach ended right infront of my face and i was like, Duude, theres gotta be more.

I was begging for it. gaaaa, i relieve a few funny moments of it in my mind, and i couldn't help laughing like crazy.

I laughed Crazy.

Spoke to my self again.

Laughed Crazy.

LOL'ED

even mumbled a song which would sound something either Kamikazee or Parokya like.

(baliw na baliw na baliw sa'yo Putana***********) It had crazy growls and evil crazy laughter

Anyway, enough about yesterday.

Claiming to be an optimist, i walked down the happy happy streets of laguna belair, oh how wonder full the sun shined down smiling upon us.

My lola was confiding family probs wd me again. i was like, "let not yesterday bother you, Chillax." Something like that, without the chillax thing.

anyway.


The day was nice, then came the test to my being an optimist, when we arrived at makati, we missed our stop and it was raining, the stupid taxi driver wont cross us down the stupid highway, and then we weren't able to pay my damn tuition, and that was our main objective for the day, why not able to pay, COR not present, no COR no payment, no permit. sucks.

the day is just beginning. we went to my LOLA's ever so beloved Landmark. things began looking up, i was excited bout my still too come far far from today birthday which lola keeps bringing up.

we bought clothes.

ate.

went home to makati.

then what?

my optimism was place to a test once more, problems kept flushing down, on and on they go they flow down my head my veins, my wrist they cannot bleed, they cannot bleed.
sorry.
(wahaha)

then comes next certain scenarios i cannot place into words cause it's forbidden, but thanks to my optimsmic day, things are beginning to look up, in a negatively feel good better way, or maybe i just have nothing to say.

But yeah, optimism pays off...

it just creeps me out a lot cause i'm not used to it.