yes, she means this.

remember when we had a heart,
when we were young and so in love

when innocence still had no doubts,
when you and i still held our vows

you and i flew up and high,
only to fall all tortured inside

seeing you sleep as the sun shines high
A feeling i need to set a side

for together never felt so alone
assurance never felt so doubtful

i'm doubtful, i'm insecure
i get childish i embrace drama.

for someone who says "i love you" so much
you can never say the words that truly speaks your heart.

for were heartless you and I.
for we branded our selves one.

and if together aint right
then forever we'll deny.

doubtful, i'm doubtful.

-end