Monday, December 22, 2008

the 08 life (be bored cause boredome is what life is all about)

I didnt blog a lot this year, i only bloged a few times, and most of those times i dont make sense.

well your in luck, this blog has no sense to it aswell.

anywho, i want to summarize my 08 facing a new year ahead.

OK so jan 08 (how boring..)

january, lets see, what happened, as i remember clearly, january was uneventfull, i went back to makati (and lets skip this part shall we)

anyway, lets see, hmm.

April, i had to go to a different school aizel and I were plotting greatness, but i realized i was alone in that not so great greatness i was about to face.

So i went to AUP alone, i missed her so much, but she was destined for greatness fare greater than this not so great great path (enuff great penilles word repeater)


OOH, then the long list of awesome debuts >.<

i wanna relive all of those, but yeah, you only stay a year on a certain age.

so june, yeah june, back to school how boring, i was actually happy with my course, i just hated the fact that i'm stuck somewhere i really hate, plus i had to wake up at 7 every day, well earlier.

i had to battle thin people all the way to the trike and or jeypney, i cant go all sumo wrestler on them, so yeah, give and give and wait, i couldnt care less.

I just wanted to dissolve there and then.

short after came my uneventfull fishy birthday, ocean adventure, moa, cinema, cake.

>.<

i was emo..

then.. things i dont want to remember...

things i cant forget.. yeah..

wake me up when september ends, comes an unpredictable ending, the unreversable wheel of life.

when comes hello will come goodbye, but this parting was no accident. its just... just.. that..

came the creation of my forum, when a person is sad, they make something out of there lives(well thats me)

i once turned to the blade, to the poisonous beverages, the poluted dignity.

then came the foruming age.

a new era of freedom.. (this doesnt make sense at all i just wanna write till i puke my guts out)

what came after..

well came the time i cutted classed more often.

I just dont see the sense in anything anymore, i lost all hope in everything.

its just like a shattered window that rains on you.

tormenting, makes you bleed painlessly till you drown on them.

peircing your heart on and on, no blood no pain, just... that... that feeling greater than pain and suffering... and i believe theres such a thing.

but i cant make sense of it.

many other events folowed, but now it all just seemed a blur, a broken record i cannot replay.

just frozen pictures of winters day.

now its nearing chrsitmas
another happy day.

I couldnt be any happier.
but thats just what i say.

i hate this season
i think its all so gray

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