yapi's happy hours!!!

YAY!

this very second is included...

I should be playing my game now, but i refuse to...

just because i wanted to write some more....

I've been such a bore lately...(considering i'm sick)

I've been sleeping the day, playing computer games at night... going online

I MISS MARY AIZEL ANGELA (insert initial here) DILAO!

haha... i miss seing diegy minai ana (and the whole family tree) the blue house of theirs...

I miss going out, depressing my already depressed self more...

I wanna feel real wind, breath real oxygen, and not some artificial win the fan blows...

I wanna hear leaves, dog barking (already too much of that)

I wanna walk into a street knowing i'm the only one awake...

i wanna sit at the park and just sit there... as if like the time is not moving... and i'm watching the whole world at it's very best state...

a moment of hapiness... a second of peace serenity and silence...

I miss my sanctuary (sanctuario ni pia)

I wanna visit it now....

I miss my friends...

I dont want murder dreams any more... (too much of it lately...)

I wanna cut my self just to see if i'd bleed...

I wanna jump of the roof just to know what falling fells like...

I wanna ride the plane cause it's the closest thing to the real thing (flying)

I wanna know what plastic feels like... how it cant feel like us...

I wanna know a billion things for no exact reasons...

I wanna...

I wanna cry once in a while...

I wanna cry just to see if it's worth every drop...

i wanna feel happy not just because i have to...

As you can see...

i do want a lot of things....

and this is why i call this my happy hour...

where in i can be detached from the world...

and actually think for my self...

My happy hours...