the 08 life (be bored cause boredome is what life is all about)

I didnt blog a lot this year, i only bloged a few times, and most of those times i dont make sense.

well your in luck, this blog has no sense to it aswell.

anywho, i want to summarize my 08 facing a new year ahead.

OK so jan 08 (how boring..)

january, lets see, what happened, as i remember clearly, january was uneventfull, i went back to makati (and lets skip this part shall we)

anyway, lets see, hmm.

April, i had to go to a different school aizel and I were plotting greatness, but i realized i was alone in that not so great greatness i was about to face.

So i went to AUP alone, i missed her so much, but she was destined for greatness fare greater than this not so great great path (enuff great penilles word repeater)


OOH, then the long list of awesome debuts >.<

i wanna relive all of those, but yeah, you only stay a year on a certain age.

so june, yeah june, back to school how boring, i was actually happy with my course, i just hated the fact that i'm stuck somewhere i really hate, plus i had to wake up at 7 every day, well earlier.

i had to battle thin people all the way to the trike and or jeypney, i cant go all sumo wrestler on them, so yeah, give and give and wait, i couldnt care less.

I just wanted to dissolve there and then.

short after came my uneventfull fishy birthday, ocean adventure, moa, cinema, cake.

>.<

i was emo..

then.. things i dont want to remember...

things i cant forget.. yeah..

wake me up when september ends, comes an unpredictable ending, the unreversable wheel of life.

when comes hello will come goodbye, but this parting was no accident. its just... just.. that..

came the creation of my forum, when a person is sad, they make something out of there lives(well thats me)

i once turned to the blade, to the poisonous beverages, the poluted dignity.

then came the foruming age.

a new era of freedom.. (this doesnt make sense at all i just wanna write till i puke my guts out)

what came after..

well came the time i cutted classed more often.

I just dont see the sense in anything anymore, i lost all hope in everything.

its just like a shattered window that rains on you.

tormenting, makes you bleed painlessly till you drown on them.

peircing your heart on and on, no blood no pain, just... that... that feeling greater than pain and suffering... and i believe theres such a thing.

but i cant make sense of it.

many other events folowed, but now it all just seemed a blur, a broken record i cannot replay.

just frozen pictures of winters day.

now its nearing chrsitmas
another happy day.

I couldnt be any happier.
but thats just what i say.

i hate this season
i think its all so gray

....


........................

Friendster has a bug =read= your friendster acct is at risk= doom

I'm not sure if it does but i couldn't care less, i wanna see you all in chaos, that's one of my few joys in life.

However, i really think friendster is sick.

I've been receiving this comments, having a pic linked to something, and didnt happen once but a couple of times, then i asked what that was from the one who commented, i think they had no idea why i asked about it.
err, phail, anyway,



i'm happy you reached this far.
but i have no solution for you.


but i do believe its a bug, and i know this cause i'm L, if you have no idea who that is, i have no idea either..
so yeah, basically were all doomed.



happy new year friends.

un lang naman message ko.

New songs, sing to me the song, the song you'll never hear

i dreamt of nikki last night, but i dunno how this is connected to the post i'm about to make
9ask me about it if yah want)
anyway!

here are some of my latest recordings!

1st the song for my wifey
its entitled sponge, i dont have much to say about it, i wrote it long ago, but never got to finish it, and i'm happy that she liked it (kilig naman amfufu)

2nd the song i hates so much

a song for boys, i mean yeah they should sing it, if you phailed to read, go back to school the title is PS

since i'm bored typing already, have a good life.

My current adictus (to keep you up to date, who ever the heck you are)

As it said, here are my current adictus(cactus, calculus, collosus(yes the hero), zeus(the greek god person) deux (whatever that ment) dos (2) sos (?) )

• Bleach (vist my site)
• finearts(my course, i hate minor subjects)
• the purplefart (my beautiful friends and andro)
• anime(like the cartoons, but yah, you should know that, else ima call you stupid)
• hello panda (....)
• air gear (it's LOVE i tell you LOVE! te amo eru gearu -kun "WTF?!")
• Fishies (i'm addicted to fishes, i love the idea of slapping someone with a giant salmon)
• toothbrushes (assuming you didnt read the last post i posted, i'm currently romanticizing hacking someone with a toothbrush)
• Adopting strange and unique things (yes things, like a used tissue, or toiluwa papuwer)

Well, i'll update when i need to.

Why bother!

yeah read that right!

why bother reading this, it would just be a huge waste of YOUR(yes you) time.

i need an inspiration greater than anime.

(stabs yeeling little boys with cute colorful toothbrushes)

in a net-shop today, and sadly, i'm so effin bored.

and this little(faceless) boys wont quit... yelling, and laghing, and yelling, they are SOOOO happy.

i wonder why they're happy, and i'm stuck with the myzery of them being happy.

IMA STAB THEM!

stab them with my CUTE EBIL TOOTHBRUSH!!(wich i dont have at the moment)

if i dont get out here soon, they should, else my eye would twitch, and thats bad news m-fakass.

>.<

LATER!
(told you its a waste, dont you go say i didnt warn you)

Bleachdynasty.com

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Other

Since no one reviews forums, i,m going to start.


Bleach dynasty is an RP forum.

the board was made Sep. 5 2008 by ME(yours truly, whoever i am)

It's a nice place to socialize and make friends, thought its a little confusing at first, its as easy as pie once you get a hang of the ropes around it.

Just recenlty, bleachdynasty went home run with there final domain.

bleachdynasty.com

please support them.

(so not good at this!!)

I hate multiply

and i'm stupid enuff to broadcast it HERE!

Majuko Stick

Burning the bad habbit.

 

wrong choice of words...

 

 

Lit with a match, a magic stick
suck them up till they make you sick
envy life from the highest cliff
live along, till you slowly drift

Sink, sink deep, till both ends meet
all along, you hated these clicks
knew it from the very first stick
you lit them up, with your magic stick

Slowly you drown till, you choke from the sin
search for escape, you never achieved
angry, you frown, cause the world is your sin
lit them up with a magic stick

Burn, they all die, in the dead of the night
the friends you once know, now seeks for a life
at home you sit alone, fishing for dreams
seeking for signs, with blinded scenes

you live all alone with the stick now your own
visit places where you've never been before
once you're in, there's no turning back
light up the world with your magic stick

Heavens Irony chapter one

looks like i'm writing again ^^

 

Chapter 1

Moon lady

 

Sitting on an old tire swing, with crimson red eyes, burns the desire of all men. With her hair dark as the night, her skin lights up the sky.

 

Emotionless and cold hearted, burned every man’s desire. “Have you been watching me this whole time?” She asks no one.

 

“Do you want to hear a song?” plays the song of all lovers with her tears.

 

“This is the only song I know of…” she swung up and high “The only song I’ve ever heard.” With that she jumps of allowing her self to fall.

 

“I fear nothing” She told the sky and the stars, “For I don’t need wings to fly.”

 

“As long as I have somewhere to land on” she whispered “It’s more than enough to satisfy me” falling over at the rocky fields she bled.

 

“To be able to feel loved” standing up she said “You must first learn, how to feel pain.” She continued as she walked home.

 

“In this world, all my dreams come true” she laughed “Thus in this world I’m alone.” She told a twig.

 

“Everything is fake” she pets a stone, “In a blink of an eye; your only friend is your only enemy.”

 

In and old castle she lived, with everything everyone could’ve dreamt of “Mom, I’m home.” she kisses rug doll “Have you eaten yet honey?” playing with the rug doll, she mimicked the voice of her mom, “I haven’t ate yet mom.” She sat down, smiled, stood up and prepared her meal.

 

Playing with the rug doll once more “Here’s your supper honey” making the rug doll path her head she smiled.

 

Smiling she ate her meal then had a fight with the rug doll.

 

“I’m leaving” she yelled mimicking her mum with the rug doll once more, “Mom, don’t leave me…” she begged, and cried. “I’ve had enough of you.” She see’s the rug doll leave, hiding the rug doll inside an old empty box.

 

In a palace she lives as no ones princess, no ones slave, nor someone.

 

“They all leave” she stood up entering her room, “no one… ever stayed.” Looking out the window over the full moon that shines over her

 

“If only the world could stop then maybe, just maybe” with high hopes she walks around as if she had an audience “ Everything would stay as peaceful as the night, and nothing will have to change.” Sitting down she acts all depressed “No one will ever have to leave…” She covered her face with her dirty hands “If only the world sleeps… then everyone would remain asleep, and nothing changes…” in that position, she falls asleep.

 

 

 

fun w/ turpentine

no fun at all.

this was taken long ago..

joy.

Blaber, i dont blog anymore, watch me blog!!!

Watch me make on the spot poems.

>.<

i'll try now.. lets see..

inspired by yesterdays feelings and recent heart break.
haha(no, i was kidding, i dint get heart broken, being heart broken requires a heart)

we where were we, oh..

tomorrows waking would be my last
sitting lifeless with a broken glass

cut in half, my thumb felt soar
but nothing can match the pain you bestowed.

in words, my dear                                                                                                             it lacks sincere

in weeks, we meet
i cannot make

my words are gone
my life is ruined

my dreams all fade
my heart grows darker

Death deprived i count to 9

reach the i stop with one

 

one number left until i die

how beautiful it is to see the sky

 

I count to ten, my heart begins to ache

whispering promises i couldn't make

seeing things in different eyes

feeling pain, without disguise

hidden messages, different faces

thousands of people, grieve on my dispense.

its no surprise...

 

no surprise...

--

errm... right.

 

just at the moment, i'll be better later... after a decade of counting to 10.
 

 

Photo Album 2008-10-22 #3

Feels like falling

yes, a paramore album it is.

adn i feel like it.

ever felt like crap before?

i bet you had.

It's just now that i realized how it felt like.

to lose something you really placed a lot of effort into.

i mean it's like making a black picture but see it pink.
no?

dont get me?

oh well, who would.

I just... dont feel like i wanna continue running my site anymore...

it's lost its... ME value. 

if it means anything.

Sad...
who cares anyway. haha. ima make a new one.

I'm an alien at my OWN friendster blog

MY BLOG WENT WHITE! and now i'm freaking out.

OMG OMG!

it used to dark and red and black, the way i liked it, now it looks a lot like... FREINDSTER.

effin friendster.

white and blue.

where did my blog go?

FTW!

i dunno anything about anything anymore.

i'm considered nothing, yes. I'm convincing you i'm nothing so that you'd thing i'm somthing more than a nothing, when prolly you're still reading this, you'll realize i'm toying with you already haha! *squirts ketsup on you eyes*

I want my friendster blog back. please? thank you.

Bleach-Dynasty - Portal

http://chappy.rabbit-forum.net/portal.htm
Wanna see something cool?

type in bleach dynastyon google and you'll find my site there, first spot!

yay.i just made it 6 days ago i think.


please join if your interested.

thank you

Just cause you're cute

Cause were cute
cause i miss you
cause you left me
cause you wanted to fly..

i miss you...

i hope what you're reading is this...

hope you're with God...

hope.. hope i know more about you...

i'm gonna miss you my dear dear Rin..

PS: may i suggest you veiw the image in whole... the thumb is... whacked..

BLEACH-RPG

http://bleach-rpg.bigforumpro.com/forum.htm
you like rp-ing?

mean like bleach rp-ing to be clear...

join...

the irony... it burns..

  

(JUST CAUSE YOU HATE PINK!!!)
Just before.. that tragic day...
this song was my favorite song...

a band no one listens too...

but i loved it still...

i want... to share it..

so here..


Hello i'm in delaware - citiy and colours

So there goes my life
Passing by with every exit sign
It's been so long
Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong
No sleep tonight
I'll keep on driving these dark highway lines
And as the moon fades
One more night gone, only twenty more days

But I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

And there goes my life
Passing by with every departing flight
And its been so hard
So much time so far apart
And she walks the night
How many hearts will die tonight
And when things have changed
I guess I'll find out seventeen days

But I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

My body aches
And it hurts to sing
No one is moving
And I wish that I weren't here tonight
But this is my life

And I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

And I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

PS: you're everyones favorite topic nowadays...

that what you want?

no?

too late...

*is bitter*
*is just missing you a whole lot*

dneirf tseb

I wrote the same title once... and it meant a whole lot to me...

Most of the things written there, i now find pointless, meaningless... nothing..

 

why?

i was young, and had no idea what i was talking about, but i do remember how it felt..

 

remember when matteo happned? i'm sure a few knows... or a whole lot for all i care. it doesnt matter at all the fuck who ever cares...

 

I knew exaclty what i wanted, and knew exactly what to do... and i did it, knowing the consiquences of my actions...

 

the day you most likely lost your trust on me... the day i lost my trust on my self...

 

i knew it... i was gonna lose you...

 

i was sure of it... and it indeed happned...

 

that was two years ago, we patched those things up already...

 

know what the sad part is?

not knowing that your losing someone...

 

it's hard to lose when you know, but at least you're prepared for it...

but this?

 

like this?

 

its.... hear breaking... 

 

it's as if time froze...

and everybody stuck in a nightmare made reality...

dneirf tseb...

 

the first time i wrote that i didnt want it to get to you..

 

this time i want it to reach you...

 

it was a post about you back two years ago...

 

dneirf tseb was actually in reverse... it's best friend damn it... remember?

 

no?

 

i dunno what i'm doing or proving to my self, but i sure am not sure to that of how i should feel or react to all this non-sense...

 

it's non-sense for me get it?

 

i dont believe up to until this time that everything that happned this past few days is true...

 

Fuck.

 

hey dude

you....

you fly to never land now, and never go back...

don't dare go back or I'll never forgive you...

I...

I'm speechless and numb right now...

i cry the moment i play the guitar...

I cant live like this...

you used to scold me when i do stupid things...

and i do the same now!

you did something stupid and now you end up dead...

what's up with that?

you... hate the idea of it...

why try it on your self?

remember when i cut my self?

you were my gravity...

now what?

you leave me marooned into an endless oblivion of questions...

WHY?

why?
WHY!

I should have known better...

you know how you made us all feel?

you made us feel weak and powerless...

you made us feel unwanted, unneeded...

useless...

so where were we?
where are you?

where was I?

I love you dude...

i still have your painting and your mechanical pencil...

you want it back?

I'll givie it back...

that what you want?

no?
Why?

you know me better than most people...

i know for a fact that you know what i'm capable off..

but no...

i wont...

for you i wont...

but why you?

why?

you get me all mad and depressed about everything...

I wanna see you alive and kick you for even thinking of that...

you have no idea...

how much you mean to everyone...

what happned to you?

rin...

whatever will happen to vrilla without you...

i cant say anymore..

I MAKE YOU LOL!

cause i LOL too..

bahaha, got super uber dooper bored, and found a cap, and toyed with it, till i didnt want to toy with it nemore.

i edited this pic obviously, to make everyone lol, caus ei'm not loling..

yes a lol post!

pia goes hip-hop and what?

MY PAINTUNGS!

the black and white ones, for my Visual concept subject..

i have to place one of those on a red shirt..

got the most complicated one..

the one with the moon? yeah, my HS days 3rd yerar humanities.. so bored

(imagine me typing something here)

I dont think i wanna use multiply anymore..

i'm leaving for a while...

i'm so inactive here nowadays..

bahaha..

see yah when  do.

JA!

hate it love it, what's the use in all of this eh?

gaaa, bea started it with a text like last weak i think?

she said let's get uhm, what's the word, nu ba un?

wait, lemmi remember..*gushes of to get phone*

*it's dead*
hmmm think... ahhh, let's fall in love ata un...

ou, she's like in love, so is aizel, now everyone is, now i am to, i think. gahaha.

--
inflatuation, makes you feel flat
at same time inflated!!!

turns bitter to sweet
turns frowns into smiles...

when you're inflated, there's nothing left to do
but to just let go and breathe again...

falling in love is the feeling you get
when you see a balloon.

you'd just wanna buy it for no exact reason...
either it explodes, fly away or disintegrates...

nothing is forever

let's be balloon's together
fly away as we reach our destination.

so we'll remain...
our will remains..

together at last
like blasts from the past

a feeling so vast
let's hope that it lasts...

at last...
let's just...

queen bee

a song i made back soo long ago.

sometimes she'd ask you just to go and leave her alone
but in reality she doesn't wanna be alone

so this time, she'll tell you that she thinks you made the right choice
but next time, she'll need you more and more and
she'll just end up lying, lying lying lying

because nothings changing
so stop pretending
her happy ending
ends up just day dreaming
don't ask for the obvious
cause you really look ridiculously numb
she ends up alone again.

she said she'd leave
a lots been going on inside her head
sticking to the things she know
she doesn't wanna be alone

Breaking up with her you're retarded
nothing beats her luck you're nobody
so you see her now

she wont take you back though she wants to
you were the one she loves but you blew it all
how could you be so numb?

Inflatuaiton

you light me up like a balloon
but i feel as flat as the ground.

you make me go places
dreaming all mischievous.

glance upon the devious night
whispering songs of tampered rights

this girl has finally found true love
it's just sad to know, you're gone like the light

for love lasts only at night
so good night good night---

her name is pia and she's found love

she's once jaded and now in love

it begins with an "N" and it aint nobody

It rhymes with chance, and you aint got no clue.. boohoo..

gahahah, soo high, need sleep..

i kid only huh?




 

My niah-bears 18th..

ehhh, we werent able to sing abstract sky...

enjoy noodles...

a new hate song

I dunno what title to give to it either falling faces or your many faces.

help me? no? okay

----------

You pretend not to feel
the solid ground
from where we stand
that you are not alone

You pretend not to hear
the words she's screaming
loud and clear
"i really care for you"

(and you know)2x

You pretend not to see
that as blind as light
we dissapear
as cold as a stone

you pretend not to breath
covering up a thousand years
knowing that i'm meant for you

(and you know)
that it's not that sad at all
(and you know)
that you're the one who said let go
(and you know)
It's not as easy as dont show.

so i go
so i go
so i go...

-end

Bagsakan... (*<>*)

kick me if i placed something that sohuldnt be here... this is private anyway, pm me if there's anyone else you'd like to the list..

FOR MOTHER NICOLE! cheer up gurl.. T.T

I made you a song.. goes like this...

-----

Abstract Sky

Flying on the abstract sky,
i saw a pretty face with one sad smile.
You said hello, you said hello

We kept on singing songs of lullaby
i never thought there's such a guy
in this world, cause you're all alone.

You caught me Lying on a rainbow
Puzzled like a jigsaw
you got me spinning

Dear dear boy, cant you see
that every time you spent with me
just seems so surreal

You got me hanging on a dream to fly
you gave me something worth believing
cause you're something worth believing.
when i called you mine..

----

Mother i dont think it's that parallel

to be continued,

this is the first time that i wrote something like this. lol

sounds a bit relaxing i guess...

but cheer up a bit.. :)

then went to MOA.

... read the title

it doenst end there, we went out of course..

so the title said.

pia's birthday bash(laugh all you want)

Click if you love me! <- another character in my head said. get lost!

I wrote this like a month ago. boring... dont read!

it gets longer and pointless every edit.

Wandering soul

 

Chapter one

Feels like rain

 

The sun is up, the sky is blue the grass is green. The day couldn’t get any perfect only… It’s April 3rd.

 

–phone rings-“hello?” she said. “Hey Einj” from the other line came speaking. “--eh you again, what now?” She said. “I’m out your house, wanna come with?”… She looks outside but sees nothing, another prank she assumed. “Yeah sure, you’re out my house, haha funny, come out Erick.” She said. “Ok, ok, I’m not there yet, but I’m going to pick you up.” He said. “Going where exactly?” she asked then moments of silence passed. “Hello? You still there?” more moments of silence, then she looked at her phone only to find out that her phone went bye-bye. “Great start.” She laughed.

 

There’s not much to do when you’re all alone in your life, you just sit silently in one corner waiting for strangers to spontaneously walk in your lives. “So where do you think were going?” Einj smiled petting Peachan. *meow* “Yes Peachan I know you’ll miss me, but it’s yearly tradition.” *bee-beep* “oh, he’s here, he’s early, don’t worry Peachan, I’ll bring you something.” Einj said rushing down the stairs straight out the door without locking anything.

 

“You’re LATE!” Erick complained. “No, no, you’re early.” Einj l said. “Did you bring the thing?!” he said. “What thing are you talking about?!” she said. “The thing I told you to bring!!!” he said “You didn’t tell me to bring anything.” She said. “We bring that thing yearly!” he said

------Continuously arguing------

“They never stop fighting” said a hooded spectator watching not very far from them. “That’s why they’re perfect for each other, don’t you think?” another spectator said.

-------

“OK fine, were just gonna buy the thing along the way.” Einj said. “It won’t be the same like that.” HE said. “ok, I’m sorry.” Einj said, it’s pointless really, angel doesn’t see the point in it.

 

Then awkward silence filled the car. “Well that’s that then, let’s go?” Erick smiled. The whole ride was filled with meaningless music and shallow small talks.

 

It was like that yearly, but it seemed a bit different this year since one person is missing. “so… How’s her mom after the--” Einj tried opening up the topic but. “She’s well…” he replied, “Still bitter huh?” she asked. Then no reply followed, conversation ended. No, it was just too personal I guess. “You see, she’s not talking to me, or to anyone, it’s like she became mute, after…” Erick said, it was yet another awkward moment, when all of the sudden, “look!? MACDONALDS!” Einj pointed, Angel was all smiles, and Erick’s eyes couldn’t have gotten any bigger, “You’re hungry?!” Erick teased. “No I’m not.” She replied looking all guilty. “I know you, you’re stomach must be killing you right now, I bet you’d want 4 servings right now. Hahaha” Erick said as his stomach growled, Angel was laughing out loud because of him, and Erick just kept on staring in dismay but then just laughed afterwards. “Okay then, let’s just go stop here.” Erick smiled, and so they ate at McDonalds.

 

Moments later the sun faded away and the sky turned grey. “Hey Erick.” Einj said staring up. “I know… looks to me like it’s going to rain.” He said. Then rain drops fell, “Feel it, it could be good for you.” Angel smiled, Erick began walking under the sky falling from it rain, “Join me…” Erick smiled. Einj smiled back. And maybe, just maybe, miracles do happen in a hot summer day when it rains.

 

Chapter two

Countless tears

 

*Aaaachoooo* Erick feeling all lame and loser like, “I told you to feel it silly, I didn’t tell you to go all the way. Haha” Einj lectured him teasingly. “I still blame you.” Erick mumbled. “Did you say something?!” Einj said looking all evil. “No, no, hold the wheels. Look at the road.” He said all defensive and manly. “Haha, don’t worry I’m a part time drag racer, I’m a way better driver than you are. Wahahahahaha!” Einj bragged. “Grab the wheel!!!” Erick yelled. “Sheesh, don’t get all bossy just because of your stupidity.” Einj complained. “That’s it, I’m driving.” He said, receiving a very welcoming (very light) punch on the face. “Don’t even think about it rain boy.” She said very evil like, with her matching evil smile and laugh. Then after that Erick went out like a light Einj Driving all the way to their next stop.

 

Hours later in a book store. “What? It’s out of stock?” Erick complained. “Yes sir, our last copy was sold to that lady walking out the door just now.” The clerk said. “Where?!” Erick searched, “Sorry sir, it seems like you missed her.” The Clerk said. “GAAA!” Erick Grabbed the Clerk, “You’re not doing your job, are you sure that it’s the last copy you have?! Huh?!” Erick said very angrily violently accusing the clerk. “Erick!!!” Einj said. “Stop it, put him down.” Erick just placed the clerk down and walked out the door.

 

Moments later Einj went out walking towards Erick. Einj was faced down close fisted and silent. “look…” Erick tried, “You, you don’t talk.” Angel said. “I was…” Erick was shocked because Angel slapped him, “Who do you think you are?! You had no right to hurt that guy.” Einj said still not showing any emotions, just blank emptiness of nothing speaking words she never thought she could. “I… I…” Erick was still shocked and amazed both at the same time Einj was always the happy go lucky go with the flow happy-happy girl he knew, but this girl, this Angel he didn’t know, it was like she’s someone completely different, someone like…

 

“The book.. I need the book, It’s tradition. It’s her…” Erick explained. “ TRADITION! ” Einj yelled. “There’s no more tradition Rick… it ended when she died. It’s not the same.” Einj explained, and then broke down to tears. Erick was surprised, and concerned at the same time, Einj is someone that never cries. “Einj…” Erick tried helping Einj up, but she shoved him. “I don’t need your help, don’t feel all guilty about her death just because you were with her for the last moment of her life. It wasn’t your fault, we all couldn’t have done anything, she would have still saved that drowning kid. She died for something, so don’t go think that this would make her happy.” Angel said throwing the book at Erick. “I’m going home. Don’t worry, I’ll make it home.” Einj said still crying walking away fading away into the evening dusk. “Einj…” Erick was still shocked in disbelief that Einj cried in-front of him. I guess it was all the countless tears she always kept inside of her.

 

Chapter three

Lost memory

 

“EVIE EVIE!!” a kid said jumping and bouncing round and round. “Call me Eve, Yume.” She said. “Why are we still watching her?” Yume asked. “We should, she’s awfully unhappy today.” She replied. “Yume sad too, could Evie smile for Yume?” she requested. “haha, of course I can.” She smiled, “But I am really worried about Einji today, she doesn’t seem to have the same spark she usually has, what more if she finds out that Peachan..” she was interrupted. “Evie, we have company!!!” Yume alerted her. “Neichi, let’s go.” Evie said jumping away from the top of the bus then disappeared.

 

It’s an awfully long emotional bus ride on the way back home for Angel, teary eyed and lost as she dreamt a memory that was once hers, the first time they all really met.

 

---

 

One windy afternoon near the lake of Belleview Village, a girl was crying. “Stop it, don’t fight anymore.” She cried. “I have to, they wont stop hurting you if I don’t.” a little boy said in return. “She’s right boy, you should just go run for mommy now. Hahaha” a bully said. “I’ll never back out with the likes of you; you should never make a girl cry just because she owes you money.” He yelled. At that moment Einj was on her way home from her afternoon class, her brother left her unintentionally but she knew how to go home by her self. “I’ll never give up until you leave us alone.” Rick said. Einj was concerned seeing Rick as a kid all bruised and mad, and a little girl that wouldn’t stop crying.

 

“Get out of my way kid!” the bully said punching the life out of young Rick. “Stop it… It’s ok Rick, just don’t fight for me anymore.” She said. “I can’t let him take you again. I cant, I just can’t.” Rick said then cried and just continued crying. “Haha, all that just to cry in the end, pathetic.” The bully said, attempting to kick Rick away but Einj came and she was the one who got kicked. “What the?!” the bully was shocked. “Hey kid, move if you don’t wanna get hurt, I’m older than you, I’m scary, aren’t you afraid of me?” The Bully said still shocked at Einj. “Idiot!!!” Einj said out loud and all of them were stunned. “What?!” the bully slowly replied. “Who would be afraid of a coward like you? If you want money, I’ll give you money; just don’t ever show your ugly face to us again.” Einj said with much courage in her. The bully all of the sudden stepped back in fear of something really scary. “I…. I…. I have to go.” The bully said running away. Both Rick and the little girl were both amazed at Einj. “Hi I am Einj, we just moved here.” Einj said all smiling and perky. “Then all of the sudden a dark shadowy figure went near them…then…

 

---

 

Einj woke up. “Another dream…Weird, it seemed so real, that’s not what happened back then, I clearly remember me begging for mercy and giving all the money I have.” Einj wondered. “Belleview village.” She read from a sign on the high way. “I guess I’m home…” Einj sighted. “I guess I’m not as courageous as the one in my dream, I’ll never be like her, like Vanessa.” Einj said wiping a tear drop.

 

Chapter four

Peachan-Peachan

 

“Were not going home yet?” Yume asked. “Not yet, earlier I sensed the she remembered something.” Evie said. “Why? Is it bad if she remembers something?” Yume asked. “No, not really, but it’s our job to protect her until the right time comes.” Evie replied. “She’ll find out anyway, why can’t we just let her remember? I mean, it’s her memory, doesn’t she hold a right to it or something?” Yume said. “We’ll be exiled into No where, and be erased forever, like the memories she shouldn’t have, but recently, she’s been dreaming about them, that’s why were still here” Evie explained. “I’m bored. She’s just walking round and round.” Yume said. “shhhh. Be patient, Yume.” Evie said.

 

- Einj walking home

*ring ring* “It’s him again, should I pick up?” Einj l asked her self. “I wonder if I’m ever gonna be as strong as the me I dreamt about.” Einj said again bursting into tears. “I… I am… weak, I cant even cry without accepting it, I feel so numb and powerless. I can’t protect anyone, even Rick, Rick just loved her so much, and I hurt him with words… What was I thinking?” Einj thought all the way until she reached her front door.

 

As she was standing out of her house, she was shocked seeing everything all trashed and gone. “My… My house…” Einj said to her self as she recalled not locking the front door. Einj was very depressed as she remembered her precious Peachan and quickly run inside. “Peachan!!! PEACHAN!?” She yelled and yelled and found no response. She began crying again sulking in one corner but thinking positively and slowly smiling. “She’ll be back; maybe she just went out, she’ll never run away, she’s my Peachan.” Einj said, smiling a bit now, remembering the moment Peachan came into her life.

 

---

 

“Ricooooo!” Einj yelled jumping and skipping behind Rick. Rick was really-really shocked seeing Einj just behind him. “Don’t ever do that again kiddo!!!” Rick complained. “Did I scare you?” Einj asked smiling all evil like, “You don’t scare me, you’re a girl.” Rick bragged. “What are you doing with that stick?” Einj asked. “It’s none of your business, girl, sticks are for boys to play with, so bug off.” Rick said, then all of the sudden a scratching sound came from underneath Rick’s Patio. “eeekkk” Erick was all scared so he kept on hitting the patio with his all mighty stick. “HAHA! That should deal with you monster!” Rick said with all might. “Rick stop…” Einj said now searching form behind enemy lines. “-eek- What are you doing there, get out of there, I’ll save you, don’t go near it, it would eat you.” Rick said pulling Einj out. “Rick let go of me, I’m fine down here.” She replied as Rick fell down the floor still scared and shocked in disbelief. “See, there’s no monster down your patio, it’s just a kitten.” Einj laughed. “A what?” Rick asked regretfully. “Come on hold her.” Angel offered. “I don’t want to.” Rick refused. “Come on, you know you want to.” Einj said. “I don’t want to, get away from me.” Rick said and run away, and so Einj followed. That’s how Peachan came to their lives.

 

--

 

*sob sob* “I really miss my Peachan.” She said, seeing Peachan’s tail. “PEACHAN!” Einj panicked rushing over to get Peachan. “Peachan…” Angel held onto her cat and didn’t let go for a long time… “Peachan breathing would be a good sign of life…”  Angel joked. “Peachan… you’re not breathing, why aren’t you breathing.” Einj sobbed. “Peachan, you cant die, you’re immortal.” She kept on crying, until from behind her familiar arms held her keeping her away from Peachan’s dead body. “Things will be okay, she’s Peachan, remember? She’ll find a good place, like she found you.” Rick whispered.

 

--

 

“Why wont you keep her or touch her even? She’s yours right?” Einj asked. “I can’t keep her, I hate cats, and besides, I don’t do, tiny, cute and furry. You can keep her if you want.” Rick said. “I can’t, she wants to be with you.” Einj said. “Fine leave her here, I don’t care.” Rick said then noticed Angel petting Peachan “Don’t worry Peachan, I’ll bring you food here everyday since your master doesn’t care about you.” Einj said.

 

When it rained she gave Peachan shelter even if she doesn’t officially own her, when Peachan seeks love, she gave her love until Einj fell ill, and Peachan came to missing her, so she looked for Einj and they’ve been together ever since. 

 

--

“She found you, that’s not really a bad thing, is it?” Rick said. “Because of me she died.” Einj said. “Because of you she lived.” Erick exclaimed.  “I saw you giving her food and shelter at my house; my father wouldn’t allow his son to do such martyr deeds, so I couldn’t do anything about Peachan.” Rick confessed. “Rick…” Einj wondered. “He just wouldn’t… Cause I’m a guy, and he wouldn’t want a soft son, sorry about earlier.” Rick said. Just after that they sat silently at the floor since Einj’s house was robbed.

 

Chapter five

Meeka Seraphim

 

They were still sitting there at the same silent dark emptiness of Einj’s living room. “I never got to thank you…” Einj suddenly said. “uhh, for what?” Rick asked. “Just accept it while it lasts.” Angel said looking down playing with her shoe laces. Erick just smiled and said “So thank you has expiration dates now. Hahaha, Vanessa would have loved that.” he said, then all of the sudden both of them fell silent again, Einj was shocked cause for a whole year he never mentioned Vanessa, this was the first time that Rick opened a topic mentioning her, Vanessa, Einj all of the suddenly smiled and pulled Rick’s right cheek. “YOU JUST MENTIONED HER NAME!!!” Einj said very happily. “uhhh… let go of it, it will break!!” Rick pulled away in anguish. “HAHA, you said her name! Finally, you’re out of your bondage, you’re finally a beautiful butterfly.” Angel kept on pulling Rick’s cheeks. “Gosh, you’re happy already, your cat just died.” Rick complained fighting back, “Haha, Rick just said your name, isn’t that great to hear? Hahaha...” Einj smiled full smiles.

 

“How weird can she get EVIE-EVIE!” Yume said. “She’s happy all of the sudden, thanks to Rick, she’s spared of another lost memory…” Evie said. “Evie-Evie, can we go home now?” Yume asked. “Not yet, were still gonna stay a little longer.” Evie replied.

 

“Nyaaaa… my face is so numb, no thanks to you.” Rick complained. “I wonder what my brother will say if he finds out I’m robbed.” Einj said to her self. “What ever will he do if he remembers you’ve been robed five times straight in 3 months...” Rick teased. Then dark energy of some sort of filled the room, “You wouldn’t!!” Einj said with her evil face. “You know what for a girl named Angel you’re not really that Angelic.” Rick Teased even more. “ehhh, take that back or you’ll regret ever being born.” Einj said. “What ever would he do if I told him you threw a book at me…” Rick teased. “That’s it, you’re dead!” Einj chased Rick inside her empty crappy trashed up apartment. “Slow poke, slow poke!!!” Rick teased. “Come back here you little RAT!” Einj kept on chasing him.

 

----Continuously chasing each other on and on----

“Hahaha, they’re so funny.” Yume said, as Evie felt something different. “YUME! LOOK!” Evie pointed.

 

---- 

 

Suddenly Rick and Einj stopped, seeing a big bright round glowing light. “What’s this?” Rick asked, “I dunno, don’t touch it.” Einj said, then all of the sudden it disappeared. “Well that was weird…” Rick said. *meow* of all sounds to hear, it was the most unexpected. “Peachan?” Both Rick and Einj asked each other, as they went near Peachan; they saw the bright light surrounding her. “What’s happening?” Rick asked. “Peachan!!!” Einj yelled going near the light and Peachan. “Einj, don’t, don’t go near it, it’s dangerous.” Rick said. “I cant, I must, I won’t let Peachan go this time.” Einj said. “I won’t let you go alone, I’ll go with you.” Rick said, holding Einj helping her go near the light. “Rick…” Einj wondered once more. “let’s go!” Rick said.

 

Evie all of the sudden went inside rushing, hoping she’s not too late, “Einji!!!” she yelled, “Don’t do it!” she exclaimed, Einj was still shocked hearing a hooded girl call her name and warning her. “Am I supposed to know you?” Einj asked finding something comforting about the hooded girl. “I have no time to explain, forgive me your highness.” Evie bowed down, Rick was unconvinced “Highness?!” he asked with a teasing face, “Quit teasing me, I dunno what she’s talking about!” Einj replied.  “What you’re seeing now is forbidden magic cast by Neichi an escape convict from Geneva, if you go near it, you’ll disappear, please try to understand.” Evie said as Einj smiled to her request. “I thank you, but I refuse to follow your request. What you see there is Peachan, my Peachan, I won’t let her disappear like you just proved she would if I don’t get her.” Einj smiled and pushed Rick away, near Evie, “Don’t let him interfere with me, sorry Rick.” Einj said., “Who do you think you are to push me around!!!” Rick complained.

 

“Einji…” Evie thought. “Wait, wait, wait, don’t I get a say in this?! And Princess?? Am I dreaming?” Rick asked very demandingly threatening both Yume and Evie. “No! you never get a say in princess’s doings.” Yume said smiling. “What do you mean by that?!” Rick asked. “This!” Yume hit Rick with the amnesia staff. “He always was a cute one, but he can’t do anything about it, he’s too weak to meddle.” Yume sights, “Yume, she’s almost there.” Evie said. “Silly human like emotions, I don’t get them, it’s just an animal.” Yume complained. “Yume, from where we came from, animals don’t die, that’s why you don’t give importance to them.” Evie explained. “You speak like you’ve lost something dear to you EVIE-EVIE!!!” Yume smiled, Evie just watched silent concerned about Einj.

 

“Please, what ever or who ever you are, don’t take my Peachan away.” Angel said out loud, “I beg of you, don’t take her away.” She cried. “Don’t take her away.” She cried out.

 

“EVIE! Do you feel that?” Yume sensed. “What is it Yume?” Evie said. “It’s a different Meeka I sense. A dangerous meeka I sense, a dangerous dark meeka I sense.” Yume said, all of the sudden Evie felt it and knelt down. “Is this Einji’s Mika?” Evie said in disbelief, “Neichi what are you planning to do?.” Evie thought.

 

Suddenly sound could be seen and felt, time could be moved and tampered with, thoughts read and light measured. “What is this?” Einj asked. “You wanted power didn’t you?” something said. “Yes.” Einj replied. “say it…” …  “say what?” … “You know what to say..” …“seraphim”

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I seriously wanna blog again, and go like type something neat here.

But i gues i cant...

I think i'm goin sick again.. such a bmmer

yes, she means this.

remember when we had a heart,
when we were young and so in love

when innocence still had no doubts,
when you and i still held our vows

you and i flew up and high,
only to fall all tortured inside

seeing you sleep as the sun shines high
A feeling i need to set a side

for together never felt so alone
assurance never felt so doubtful

i'm doubtful, i'm insecure
i get childish i embrace drama.

for someone who says "i love you" so much
you can never say the words that truly speaks your heart.

for were heartless you and I.
for we branded our selves one.

and if together aint right
then forever we'll deny.

doubtful, i'm doubtful.

-end

Happy birthday Carmen!!! (it's been a hobby lately...)

so bangag OMG...

weeee...

i was out like a light when the sun was up...

yet, i'm still sleepy..

ewan..

angsaya, we had like a photoshoot of somesort of.

pero...

i dont think i can place them here just yet.. di ko pa na eedit...

nyeh...

tell me if there are pictures thar should be deleted. nyahaha. bangag padin amf.

It's like taking up math without wanning to compute

"mom..."

"yes dear?"

"if i become a vegan... i blame you..."

"yes, you'll definitly lose weight..."

 

what?

 

the thing is i'm transfering...

to AUP...

they dont eat meat and dont sell them as well... yay...

Gluten anyone?

i'll figure something out later on...

 

i'm just so pissed about so many effdemnit rules.

 

i mean... come on... free country, just so happen people are near to your so called "boarding" school so it said...

 

i always have the tendecy of hating every school i go to...

 

excuses excuses. so pia ano? cge tumakbo ka nalang ng tumakbo... un lang alam mo eh...

 

i'm gonna be a rebel from now on... ohyeah, that so effin amazing...

simple offenses face great punishment... the F*ck is that about...

 

I should've listened to the people who stopped me...

mga taong un pa din man walang mga bisyo, eh ako tinad tad ng bisyo buong pagkatao ko, futekenengneng buhay yan...

futekenengneng - completely made up.

anu pa nga ba?

what ever will happen to my rebelious image, ano? wala, walang magbabago, i'll stand up for what i belive in... oh yeah.. this is war, effineffxits.

gaaaaa...

 

waaarbshhhhbhbhbh... i'm so annoyed... super annoyed...

 

i shouldve listened...

 

Aizel your one lucky chick. or so i thought, me bisyo ka ba, la naman eh, pero feel ko di ko na alam pinagsasabe ko.. ge layas na lang ako. letcheng pancit canton yan, ang anghang...

peace

WHAT'S your warrior name?

this is really nice, i tried it on my friends names, only first names though...

check this out

Aizel - Ashcloud (pwede diba)
Andro - Bearclaw (so accurate, super)
Carmen - Whispertail (ayus lang)
Bea - Blackstripe ( galing no? ohwell)
kate - Flowerpaw (suits her)
Angela - Foxtail (foxy lady? yes, indeed)

MY NAME!

pia - Graystorm (this is mine, diba?) 

sofia - Darkheart (nyaaaa, creepy)
Alvir - Snowleaf (awww, ang cute)
anna - Poppytail (kwaii ne...)

Ian - Snakestripe (wek)

try yours

everyone is doped!!!

BAGO MAGPASUKAN ULIT, IRECALL MO MUNA YUNG MGA NANGYARI SAYO LAST SCHOOL YEAR..
.
1. How many were you in your class?
` i didnt bother to count
2. Who was your adviser/teacher-in-charge?
` uhm... veduya ata..
3. Did you love it in your class? Why or why not?
'maybe i liked it cause... we drink a lot... or cut a lot or something... i dunno why i should hate it... parang mornese din eh. (ask me if you want)
4. Who is considered a “cutie” in your class?
` for me, non of them qualify...
5. Who was the naughtiest?
` naughty? hmm... austin i think.
6. You must be familiar with mean girls, bullies, jocks, nerds, etc. Were there groups in your school? Yes or no?
` welcome to the block brother! yeah, that's the whole population. (i'm not included)
7. Who was your last seatmate for the year?
` there was no seating arrangement. but i remember either gela jp or jeremiah. if not, iba iba na. like jerone, kate or chams. basta.
8. Who often sings?
`ME! no not me... sino ba... Si... si... nalimutan ko pangalan, gash
9. Who dances?
` harold!!! saka, un ngang nalimutan ko ung pangalan.
10. Who is the teacher’s pet?
` meron ba nun, ung teacher mismo ung pet
11. Where do you usually eat, at the cafeteria or in the classroom?
` CARINDIRIA LANG ANG MERON SA AMA!!!
12. Have you experienced suspension during the whole school year?
` uh, no, but i dont attend it much i guess... maybe i am suspended in some weird way, for not actually attending school
14. Did you have tutorial classes?
` nope
15. Up to what time do you usually stay at school?
` i stay there about an hour, latest is 8... or if there's an event (inuman session or bar hop) later than bed time i guess..
16. Ever got into a CAT fight this school year? yes or no.
` no
17. Do you bring your cellphone in school?
` whoever doesnt
18. What was your favorite subject?
`uhm... honestly, none
19. Who was the cleaning freak in your class?
` were college, people are paid to do that sort of things
20. Who often changed seats?
` everyone
21. Who was often late?
` me and ones like me
22. Was there a foreigner in your class? Yes or no.
` kate, i love her! lol I dunno if jp is.
23. Was there a strict English policy in your school?
` there's no such policy
24. Ever fell asleep in front of your teacher?
` not really... but i do close my eyes
25. Is girlfriend/boyfriend allowed in your school?
` yeah.
26. Did you have any crush in school this year?
` yes
27. Where did you study in the school year 2006-2007?
` Caritas
28. What year/level were you there?
` senior baybe!
29. Did you have any love interest there? Yes or no.
` define love? hmmm, i dunno, everyones is doped
30. Who?
` dope
31. Was there detention in your school?
` nada
32. Did you love P.E.?
`  i used to, now it's just worth fart or something worst.
33. Was this year’s camp the best?
` this is philippines dufus
34. How do teachers rate you?
` "someone i dont know"
35. What bugs you every morning when going to school?
` i dont go to school. well i want to, dont get me wrong
36. How often do you meet the principal/school director?
` i see them when i do
37. What was your least favorite hour while in school? Why?
` hour? school hours.. lol
38. Were you an athlete of the school?
` in HS.
39. Do you usually go into other classrooms?
` no
40. Ever cried in school this year?
` no
41. Were you always early in the morning?
` never in school to begin with
42. What do you do by the time you reach school?
` dope
42. Who were you always with?
` ella
43. Who always answers the teacher’s question?
` no-one
44. During examinations, do you review in the night or early in the morning?
` never
45. Are you close with the teachers?
` no
46. In your teachers, who can you run to?
` none
47. Was your class wild?
` yes
48. Who likes writing on the board?
`uh?
49. how did your uniform look like?
` non
50. Was this year boring?
` not really

i'm sad... :(

001. Real name: Ma. Anna sofia alvir
 
002. Nicknames: call me whatever you want
 
003. Married: uh, no

004. Zodiac sign: gemini
 
005. Male or female: undecided. haha

006. Age: 17
 
007. Highschool: CDBS.

008. College: i dunno anymore (again)

009. Residence: somewhere in your head
 
010.Hair color: Black-ish brown

011.  Long or short hair: thay say it's long
 
012. Smoke: uhuh

013. Drink: anything

014.  Available: a bit
 
015. Are you a health freak: not really...
 
016. Height: i dunno, prolly short
 
017. Do you have a crush on someone? none at the moment

018. Do you like yourself: i dunno,

019. Piercings: yeas
 
020. Tattoos: yes... yes yes yes yes

021. Righty or lefty: Right
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

FIRSTS :

022. First surgery: when i was yuong i think
 
023: First piercing: 1 year old i think.

024. First best friend/s: that i can remember? rosan! haha

025. First award: uhm... basketball medal. mvp daw, haha

027. First pet: JASON... T_T he died.
 
028. First vacation: LA!!!

029. First concert: none

030. First crush: fuck. it's a girl!.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating: nothing

050. Drinking: nothing.

052. Im about to: go down stairs.

053. Listening to: Forgetfull Lucy - adam sandlers
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


FAVORITE'S

054. Food: CHUROS!.

055. Drinks: COKE!

056. Colors: black white red

057. Numbers: 6.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


YOUR FUTURE :

058. Want kids: prolly someday

059. Want to get married: yes. to the right person

060. Careers in mind: Photographer, Writer, musician, Director... whatever.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


WHICH IS BETTER? :

068. Lips or eyes: eyes.

069. Hugs or kisses: hugs.

070. Shorter or taller: Taller. <- i agree

072. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous!

073 . Nice stomach or nice arms: someone who can sing! haha, ok, i know, off topic

074 . Sensitive or loud: someone human

075 . Hook-up or relationship: friendship?
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

HAVE YOU EVER :

078. Kissed a stranger: uhm.. i think yeah.

079. Drank bubbles: so that's where bubles went...

080. Lost glasses/contacts: glasses

081. Ran away from home: i think, yeah

082. Liked someone younger: uhuh

083. Older: yeah, i think

084 . Broken someones heart: let me ask em

085. Been arrested: I want to be...

086. Turned someone down:yeee
 
087. Cried when someone died: uhuh
 
088. Liked a friend: uhuh... huh?
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. In yourself: not all the time, cause i know i'ma lier

090. Miracles: yes...

091. Love at first sight: surely no
 
092. Heaven: could be
 
093. Santa claus: not really, hopefully i'll be in a movie where he sudenly apears out of nowhere
 
094. Sex on the first date: no
 
095. the more you hate, the more you love: could be.

096. Angels: yes
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: a bit

098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: think pia. uhm..

099. Do you believe in God? uh. i'm asking my self, please hold

100. Repost this as "100 facts about (your name)": 100 facts about my name? no way.

 

stolen from mother

Drawings...

I dunno how to draw girls...



I dont have a scanner so i took photos of it... obviously it's my drawing...

i colored it in adobe photoshop CS3...

looks like shit.

super duper bored...

1. Ano una mo inisip pagkagising mo kanina?
♥ "Ang... init..."
2. Pool o Beach? Baket?
♥ Beach... Photo shoot, anu pa ba diba?
3. Pinakamatagal mong relationship?
♥ i dunno
4. Hanggang ngayon kayo pa din?
♥ nope, broke up last... Oh my, i forgot.
5. Bakit?
♥ ask me if you wanna know, haha.
6. Ano favorite line ng magulang mo
pag pnapagalitan ka?
♥ "tumataas koryente natin"
7. 1 person na pnakamasaya kasama pag may lakad?
♥ ung tipo bang bangag.
8. Ultimate crush?
♥ ahm... now? i dunno the name.
9. Lokohin ka ng BF/GF mo, bigyan mo pa ng 1 chance?
♥ lol, yes i'm stupid at this stuff.
10. Last time mo maligo sa ulan?
♥ i forgot when
11. Personalities na hanap mo sa opposite sex?
♥ someone who can sing, and who talks with sense, who can understand my humor, whos willing to be my bestfriend. no, just kidding,ignore what i just wrote.
12. Nakikita mo nalulunod kaaway mo, sasagipin mo ba sya?
♥ yes.
13. Kasama mo sobrang crush mo, gusto ka nya halikan, pero nalaman mo badbreath pala sya.. go pa din? (amoy imburnal talaga)
♥ Crush lang pala eh. sipain ko pagmumuka nun eh.
14. Pinaka nakakahiya mong ginawa sa buong buhay mo?
♥ anu ba. graduation song ata... haha
15. Nasubukan mo na ba mang 2 time?
♥ secret. haha, like yeah right.
16. Bakit ganun mga X, pag nakita ka na nila masaya, saka sila babalik?
♥ ahhh... ganun ba un.
17. Kelan ka sunod na iinom?
♥ kung kelan pwede.
18. Proud ka ba sa College mo?
♥ i dont have one at this moment being.
19. Pag naliligo ka, ano inuuna mo, magshampoo o magsabon?
♥ shampoo
20. Gusto mo maging next BF/GF mo?
♥ i'm avoiding it as much as possible.
21. Sino ang last mo na iniyakan? (bawal wala ilagay)
♥c lord
22. Possessive ka ba pag nasa relationship ka?
♥ let me ask him.
23. Bigla sobra pumangit BF/GF mo, mahal mo pa din ba sya?
♥ The thing is, i'm jaded.
24. Sino gusto mo makasama ngayon mismo?
♥ ahm... yatch zella neneng dro.. i miss them ska si ella...
25. Pili ka, maging obese ka, o ano anorexic?
♥ i'm already one of the above, haha
26. Ano gusto mo gawin sa buhay mo ngayon, Rewind, Pause, o Forward?
♥ rewind, pero dapat parang movie lang xa, saka kasama ko mga friends ko, nuod lang kami. haha
27. Gagawin mo lahat para makuha toh, ano un?
♥ ALBUM! i mean mine. or ours, whatever. basta...
28. Huli mong nakatabi matulog?
♥ teka, si noy ata, oh si andro, or si aizel, or bea, or carmen. isa sakanila...
29. Linya sa isang kanta na bagay sa buhay mo ngayon
♥ "I aint always who i dreamt to be,never pretty looking like a tree behind the door that never opens for me, nothing changes for a tree just sitting steady with the wind that never blosw my pain away" it's my song.
30. Nung huli ka nalasing, ano ginawa mo?
♥ saved other drunk people
31. Masasabi mo bang, "innocent" ka pa?
♥ no.
32. Who's your best kisser?
♥ who ever you think is.
33. Sino pnaka importante na tao sa phonebook mo?
♥ mom...
34. Ano gagawin mo pag ndi ka pnapayagan gumimik ng GF/BF mo?
♥ that's not possible.
35. Papiliin ka ng GF/BF mo, sya o friends, ano gagawin mo? sino piliin mo?
♥ FRIENDS... hands down, yes, friends. sorry
36. Ano mas importante sayo, Brains o Body?
♥ brains and godfearing. ha? haha.
37. Pwede ka na ba mamatay ngayon?
♥ honestly, i'm just waiting for the plug to be pulled. but not yet, i still have something to prove to the world.

I hate what i'm doing.. yes im bored

anong isasagot nyo pg tnanong kyo ng

lalake ng gnito..
1.bt ang gnda mo?
-Blame my parents
2.kmaen kna?.treat sna kta..
-okay, basta yellow cab.
3.do you need a boyfriend?
-yeah, i need a hobby
4.bat ang sungit mo?
-PMS, expect in once in a while
5.bat ang tgal nyo sa cr?
-Masaya dun eh.
7.bat ang cute m?.
-pakopya ng assignment.
8.date tyo?.
-ah, letter B ba?
9.bt gumagnda ka?
-lumalabo mata mo eh
10.let's get married.
-I'll bring the tofu (ha?)
11.gsto na yta kta..?
-ofcourse bro!
12.bt nagtataray kapa?.
-PMS nga, kulet
13.gsto mo ng smoothie?.
-teka? beverage un diba? i dunno
14.wt gsto mong gift?
-VIOLIN!!!!
15.mhilig kba sa mtamis?
-not much
16.bt gnyan tingin nyo saming mga
lalake?
-I JUST HAVE EVIL EYES
17.babaero b kme?d nmn ako.
-speak for your kind.
18.bt lgi kaung may picture sa
salamin?
-huh? wala kaya, your mistaking me for someone else. ano? haha.
19.pwd tyo mgmol?.
-la akong pera, libre moko!
20.i love u!
-LOL (like siriously, hahahaha)

repost this:GIRLS.answer this.
no i wont!!!

dream dream dream

dreaming is a lot like living...

cause your life might just be...

someone elses dream...

unless you dream about bieng killed by a giant truck...

or being beheaded for no exact reason or explanation...

or being killed by a samurai you dont know but deeply respected once he killed you...

i died deaths in my dreams...

it's depressing...

i felt the sword go through my head...

i hate those effin fever dreams...

*sights*

yes, you've reacehd the end of the post...

kindly comment...

thank you...

haha

demanding...

I DIG CLASSICAL MUSIC!!!

I've been wanning to download them forever...

 

and now i did...

and i just realized what Classical music meant...

 

music for all time, different people are playing them, but the sound is the same...

 

same meaning...

 

forever remembered...

 

Classic at it's very best...

 

amazing right?

 

Was i dreaming?

I was editing "purple ink" last night, it was like 2-3 oclock when i decided to get chan-chan downstairs.

then going down, i saw...

 

i saw a cat who looked like Mickey the cat, jordans cat, or atleast her children, or childrens children like chan-chan.

I was happy to see the cat, i was smiling while he/she (cause i dunno) was running back and fort. he/she was scared. and i wanted to pet her/him (this is getting confusing) but he/she ran away up, he/she goes.

I just let him/her pass like that, i went to check on chan-chan, she was as happy as ever, her evil self was less evil that night, i guess she was just happy to have unwanted relatives visit her, inside her house, i mean our house.

"Chan-chan you had a vistor huh?" *meow* "yes what can i expect from you?"

I was scoulding a cat/kitten.

"Chan-chan, you're our toy, you dont have life, you're a toy"

As a placed chan-chan inside my room, i looked around, and wondered where the cat went and what he/she dragged in. I was amazed to realize that i've seen him/her before, right at my old bedroom's window, and there i saw a tear from our screen.

"Wow, cat's are better burglers, that is if they steal something"

was i dreaming? everything was a blur...

i even remember telling my mom about it, then seeing the cat over and over again.

 

maybe that was the dream part.  i dunno anymore... 

OMG!

you're never gonna guess what happened to me...

it's so amazing..

riplies amazing even...

well... not really..

it's pretty predictable and lame..

after almost 4 days of actually feeling cured and well..

i end up sick again, and my dosage of meds have ended.

i guess that's it for solmux, so bye bye for that meds.

i went to walter yesterday...

for a check up.

my last ceck up(donbosco school check up's not included) was when i had asthm back when i was like grade 3.

i was given like tons of different, cute and new meds to drink...

i was... amazed.

maybe i am a drug adic after all.