This is weird, but honestly true... when I tell people i'm sick, but i'm really not, they tend to believe me, but when I really am, and tell them, they don't believe me.
What does a human need to do to make things right again?
This is originally supposed to be about something, then it just turns into something different which turns out to be something, but something completely different form the original topic, but still the same...? Whaaat?
And I cant explain it any differently.
I say what i say, but never really mean it. It's either half true, or half protected.
Speaking of different things, let me add this up. Me and my nikka spent the weekend together. my nikka meaning my nikka, my cousin since she was born, cause i was born first.My nikka and I had a lot of catching up to do, and being completely different from each other, I never could have thought that views about love got switched by a weird twist of fate.
My nikka, is HOT in any words you place it, yeah yeah,were like the opposites... we both smoke, we both drink that's the only thing that i could say we have in common, oh and we can both laugh our hearts out over some stupid mistake like "Hugas isda" hahaha! long story.
We all know i'm Jaded, yes it is indeed old news. While i'm so jaded, she's very much head over heels when it's about love. She's like "forever" "together" "never over" "love love love"
demnit!
Honestly, she should be the jaded one, I should be the one like that.
She's like stick to one, ONE ALONE! forever! from now, to the end? I asked her what she would do if they break up, she replied that she'd go like suicidal! demnit, were the same in that way, but, but still! We have different reasons to do what we do, for the same thing! the magic of love!
It is magic I tell you! I could get suicidal for many reasons. and I do can tell that love is one of the reason, i just cant figure it out! I feel so alone most of the time, but in times, it's all that i ever need. She does it for lacking love in love, and i do it for searching love.
She can say the words i dare not say! she's a fighter! I'm a coward! I hid bihind the sheets of life, and wait for destiny, she seeks and and find it!
my Cousin is unbelievable.
And to think and say it to her face na "mas mapaglaro pala ako sayo"
kung sabagay hindi xa athlete. pero inde eh, mali eh, baliktad, dapat siya ung malaro, dapat siya ung me problema sa pagtitiwala, hay buhay.
kaya siguro ako ung tumaba. kase alam na ni lord yung mga balak ko!
haha!
EVIL RULER OFF!
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