paksiw flavored yosiiiii!

*For non smokers* I appologize to you dear non smoker...

*and for smokers* I'm only gonna say like three lines about this.

I was so hungry, as in gutom ako!!! Then I wanted to buy a burger or something, then i realized that my wallet was nowhere to be found. I made halughog of my bag already. wala xa, as in wala.

At first i thought it was lost, I had the weirdest feeling it getting stolen by someone in SM... Because i had the weirdest thought that i placed it precisely inide my bag, along wth the other junk found insde.

So a sat there in my grief and dissapointment, and barely unblieveable but empty growling and HUNGRY stomach! I was hungry... so I smoked. I took one stik and was sad lighting it up. and when i released the smoke that went into my fragile and hurt inner organs. "paksiw" i said. It tasted like one I thought. my mind and stomach was playing games with me. I was just a hungry kid. a broke hungry fucked up kid who has no buissness ever being present on that very corner of the dark park.

So if your still reading this, it means you survived my twisted inner most shallow thoughts.

A tragedy occured. And i believe i caused it. It happened before i realized that I pia alvir destroy perfect imagery. ahhhh fuck the end theory! I destroy lives!!!

I call my self the evil ruler while all i'm trying to do is to help people!!!

 NEWS FALSH!!! I"M NOT OBLIGED TO DO SO!!!

'm just too stupid and fucked up to figure it out in my already preoccupied shallow head!

I say things i dont understand, do things i dont. I dot have reasons! I lack reasons! I have no space for reasoning!!! all I say are excuses! I'm not helping, i make things worst!! I hate it!

I need a break! I need my own remote contol!!! like Click!! you know? gaaaa! I need help, cause i'm helpless... I feel used and unwanted. I cant live like this...

I wanna ruN!!! what have i done! i cant think too much! too much all at once i blrt things out! My problem is that i dont think anymore! I dont digest before i learn to eat! I listen to much! I feel so lost for words!

Al thanks to one person! haha, forget it. ohwell... help if you want, that is if you read this far. yeah.

blow "paksiw"
blow "chicken joooy"
 and to think of it i dont really eat jollybee...

ohwell..

ohwell......